Just as I drifted to sleep another loud clap of thunder rippled in the sky making me jump. I grasped onto Tucker tighter, burying my face into his shoulder. "Tucker." I whimpered as his arms pulled me so that I was lying on his chest. "I'm scared."
"I promise your safe with me." Tucker whispered in my ear. He rubbed my back gently making my skin burn from his touch. "You have no idea what holding you in my arms is doing to me." He whispered as I felt his lips kiss the top of my head. The only thing I would do was concentrate on my breathing which was almost as quick as my heart beat.
"I think I do..." I managed to choke out. The feeling of his hardness against my leg was making my body tighten up. Heat was racing through my body. I squirmed a little trying to stop the heat from spreading to my core.
"Carson... you moving isn't helping me control myself right now." He gasped as I felt the bulge grow harder. I could feel the blush rise in my face and was never so thankful for the darkness. I wanted to make a bold move but the fear kept my body frozen. "We should really get some sleep." Tucker said trying to adjust himself.
I have no idea what came over me but I sat straight up hitched my leg over him and straddled him. I could just barely make out his features but the shock on his face was priceless.
"Carson… you don't have to..." He started to whisper. I placed my fingers on his mouth. I had no clue what was making me do this but I was going to do it before I chickened out.
I leaned down and kissed his lips as his hands fell to my hips. I
rocked them gently over his hardness feeling it grow bigger and
harder. "Ummm..." I whimpered. I wanted to have him but I was
scared that he wasn't going to fit and I hadn't even felt him
outside of his boxers.
"We don't have to do anything you aren't ready for." Tucker whispered as he kissed my lips gently.
"I want you right now. I need you please?" I whimpered. Fear wasn't going to hold me back from this moment.
I wasn't sure how but within seconds I was laying with my back on the bed and Tucker hovering over me his legs on either side of mine. "I want this to be done right. You mean so much to me."
As his lips brushed against mine, his tongue gently requesting access into my mouth his hands gently pushing my shorts and panties down my legs. His fingers brushed their way back up my leg until they found my opening. I let out a soft moan as my body arched to be closer to his. I couldn't take it anymore, as the aching grew to have him inside of me. I hands pushed his boxers down as far as I could get them until he reached down to fully remove them.
I felt him rub his hardness against my opening. I let out a moan as my head hit back into the pillow. My body tensed waiting for him to enter. I waited a few more seconds but nothing. Tucker was just rubbing it gently along my opening.
"I want you to enjoy this. No pain. Relax your body I promise you I won't hurt you." He moaned as his lips made their way from my lips to my shoulder.
"What... what if it doesn't fit…?" I whispered barley loud enough for him to hear. "You're huge..." I could feel my face burning with embarrassment.
"Relax and let me make you feel good." Tucker moaned into my neck as his fingers made their way to my peak, rubbing back and forth. My muscles relaxed as my body melted into his. I felt myself opening but I felt no pain.
Inch my inch Tucker entered me, stopping to let my body adjust to him. The pleasure building inside of me as he gently rocked in and out of me.
Our release was together and the most intimate thing I'd ever felt in my life.
Tucker held me tightly in his arms. As we both started to drift off to sleep.
"Oh shit..." Tucker gasped sitting up and pulling me with him. "I'm so sorry I didn't even think and it was no excuse I..."
"Tucker what is it?" I asked him worried that maybe he was about to regret what we've done.
"I didn't use protection... I never even thought about it. I'm sorry Carson." His eyes searched my face.
"It's okay Tucker." He shook his head griping his hair in his fist. I grabbed his fist and rubbed his fingers till it wasn't a fist anymore. He looked at me.
"You aren't mad at me?" He asked me with tired eyes. I shook my head at him.
"It's okay." I smiled gently at him. "I'm on birth control." I pushed him down onto the pillows. "We'll be okay. I promise." He pulled me down with to him kissing my head. I closed my eyes tired on his chest.
"You tired baby?" I nodded my head as he pulled the blanket over our naked bodies. "It's time to sleep." He whispered holding me close to him as we both fell asleep as the rain outside started to lighten up….
I woke up with my face in my pillow lying on my stomach. I know I was too warm to be alone. I turned my head to look at the owner of the arm that was wrapped around my back. What happened last night came rushing back to me making a blush creep up my cheeks. Tucker was still fast asleep with his head on the same pillow I had my face in. I moved my body so I could curl up on his bare chest again and smiled up at him as he moved pulling me closer to him in his sleep. I lifted my hand to run my fingers down is shoulder and over his arm. "What are you doing?" I looked up at Tucker as he stared at me with amusement.
"Nothin'." I blushed at him moving my hand to lie my wrist on his shoulder.
"Oh really." He smiled his eyes still sleepy as he pulled me closer to him again so my bare chest was pressed to his. He pressed his lips to the side of my neck. I giggled again pushing on his chest so there was some distance between us.
"Stop it." I giggled at him as he pulled me back to him.
"You're blushing again." He smiled kissing my shoulder moving his hands hand down my curves till it stopped on my hip. He rubbed his thumb on skin leaving a trail of fire in its wake.
"Don't look at my blush." I whispered covering my face with my hands.
"Aw come on Baby." He smiled pulling at my hands. "I told you you're beautiful with a blush." I peeked at him through my fingers. He pouted at me. "You're always beautiful to me." He gently pulled my hands from my face. He pressed his lips to mine. "See Beautiful." He whispered making me blush again and look down. I looked back up again biting my lip realizing Tucker was still naked in front of me. He smiled at me.
"You're so innocent Carson." He laughed pulling me closer to him. I felt my knee rub up against his hardness. I looked down up at him from under my eye lashes.
"I really didn't think it was going to fit." I bit my lip gently. He closed his eyes as my fingers ran over the sensitive skin. "It's just that big." I whispered watching his face.
"Carson…" He moaned quietly at me. His breathing quickened as I ran my fingers up and down the length of him. The door knocked making me stop moving my hand and blushed. "Yeah?" Tucker said breathless opening his eyes.
"Can I come in?" Nic said quietly opening the door a crack. I pulled the blanket up to cover my chest.
"Yes come on in Nic." Tucker said sitting up in bed. Nic opened the door and smiled at us.
"Hey sorry. Car I wanted to know if you wanted to go for a run." I nodded at her.
"Sure. I'm up for that." She nodded at me with a knowing look in her eyes. "I'll meet you down stairs." I said blushing.
"Is anyone else up?" Tucker asked as she turned to leave.
"No just us." She smiled before closing the door behind her. I looked at Tucker as he sighed.
"Do you mind if I go?" He shook his head and kissed me.
"Go ahead." He smiled. I kissed again before slipping on my t-shirt and shorts.
"I promise we'll finish this later?" I bit my lip rubbing my arm. He smiled.
"Don't worry Babe. I have a hand." He winked as I blushed walking out of his room and into mine, changing into a sports bra and shorts before slipping on my running shoes. I walked down stairs putting my hair into a ponytail to Nic as she smiled at me.
"So how was it?" She asked as we opened the sliding door and out onto the boardwalk for a morning run.
"How was what?" I asked innocently at her as my ponytail swung as I ran.
"Oh come on I know." She laughed making me look at her.
"You're not mad at me?" She shook her head. "You're not mad I had sex with your brother?"
"It's not a thought I want to think about…but I know." She shrugged.
"It just…happened." I smiled. I got a cramp in my stomach making me stop running.
"Carson?" Nic jogged back to me. "You alright?" I rubbed my stomach in pain.
"Yeah my lower stomach hurts." I took a deep breath and stood up from my hunched over position.
"Come on let's get you back home." She said concerned. I nodded at her as he walked back.
"I guess I just didn't feel it then…" Her face scrunched up. "Sorry. It's sore." Her face didn't un-scrunch.
"Is he really that…" She shuddered making me laugh. "Big?" I nodded.
"He is…but he was so gently during it. I didn't feel any pain. Why now?" She shrugged.
"You're probably just sore if he's…"She shuddered again. "You get my point." I nodded.
"Yeah I get you." I said quietly as we walked back to the house.
"Did you enjoy it this time?" Nic said after a while of silence. I looked over at her.
"What do you mean?" She shrugged.
"Was it like your first time? You know…" She was trying not to talk. "You know with Vance in sophomore year?" I gave her a dead look.
"I don't even know why I slept with him." I sighed shoving my hands into my pockets. "It wasn't even what I expected. You know? It was painful. And he lasted all of what? 2 minutes? It was terrible." I sighed rubbing the back of my neck.
"Why did you even consider it?" I shrugged shaking my head.
"I don't even know. Bad judgment?" She laughed at me as we got back to the house.
"Come let's go wake the guys and ask what they want to do today." She smiled opening the door for me to go in first…
(Thanks Stacey for the sex sence since I'm to innocent to write it myself)