We got to the local mall and walked in the big mall together. "I want to go shopping." Nic smiled looking at us. The guys groaned.
"Yeah I'm not going shopping with you." Liam groaned holding his hands up. "No way in hell!" I laughed at him as Tucker pulled away from me.
"I do have to agree with Liam here. I'm not going girly shopping. I want to go to the sports store not shoe shopping." Ben groaned at us.
"I don't want to go damn sports shopping with you idiots." Nic snapped at them crossing her arms at them
"Why don't we split up and meet back up at the food court?" Tucker said getting between them as they went into a full blown argument in the entrance of the mall.
"I'm fine with that." Liam said crossing his arms. He looked at Nic as she nodded too.
"Fine." Nic said.
"Fine!" Ben said back.
"Will y'all shut up?" I groaned rubbing my forehead. "We will split alright? Nic and me and y'all with Blake. Alright just shut up." I sighed looking around at the two of them.
"Alright." Nic said quietly. "I'm sorry Carson." I nodded at her. Tucker punched Ben.
"Say you're sorry to Carson and my sister."
"I'm sorry." He huffed at us making Nic rolled her eyes.
"Come on Car. We have better thing to do." She pulled on my arm. I nodded as Tucker kissed me.
"I'll call you later for us to meet up." I nodded walking off with Nic. When we got far enough away she turned to look at me.
"What was that about?" I asked her as she stopped to look at the map of the mall. She looked at me.
"Nothing really." She shrugged moving to go to a shoe store.
"That didn't sound like nothing. What's up? You can tell me." She sighed as we got to the store.
"You know that I like Ben…" She trailed off looking away from me.
"Of course. You've had a crush on him since…well since I've known you. You haven't fault like this with him before. What happened?" She looked down. "Do I have to punch him?" I asked looking up at her from a pair of flats I was looking at. She shook her head.
"No you don't have to punch him." She smiled at me.
"Have you told him you like him yet?" She sighed before shaking her head. "Why not?" I asked her sympathetically. She shrugged again.
"I just…I don't know how to. How could I?" she said sitting down on one of the benches.
"How about 'Ben I love you more than a brother'?" She looked at me.
"Carson I'm serious."
"So am I. You have been in love with him for what? Almost 10 years now?" She nodded. "Then what is it Nic?" She sighed.
"I don't know Carson. I wanted this to be different. This is my senior year of high school. I haven't really had a boyfriend. I mean come on I want to…."
"Want to what Sweetheart?" She looked over at before looking around to see if anyone is listening.
"I want a man's touch Carson. I crave it. But I don't want one damn random guy. I want Ben." She sighed putting her head on her hands.
"Then Nic you got to try to get him. You can't get anywhere with him if you don't tell him you… want him." She looked at me.
"But…but how?" She sighed sounding defeated. "I want him so bad Carson. But I don't know… I don't know how to." She looked down sadly. I gave her a thoughtful look. I stood up making her look up.
"What where?" She said standing up anyway.
"I have an idea!" We walked out of the store with Nic following me.
"Tell me where we're going?" She laughed as I pulled her along.
"I'm not telling." I laughed at her as we passed the Sports store and the boys.
"Fine then. Tell me why you're having cramps. I know it's not your time of the month." I sighed at her.
"I told you." I said blushed slowing down my pace.
"Come on no you didn't." She said looking at me as I stopped at a map. "Come on tell me." I looked over at her.
"Look its simple. He's big. I'm little. Big and little don't always go smoothly alright. I'm sore. It hurt. Okay."
"Why didn't you stop if it hurt?" She said quietly. I looked over at her.
"It didn't hurt at the time. Only later when we were running. It was amazing Nic. I don't want him thinking I didn't enjoy it. I did so much, but…" I sighed. "I don't know…" Nic patted my back.
"Come on." We continued walking down the hall till I stopped in front of the store.
"We're here." I smiled at her. She looked at me wide eyed.
"No way!" She shook her head.
"Yes come on." I pulled into the store all men love and fantasied about….Victoria's Secret….
……I walked into my bedroom with my towel wrapped around me. I could have sworn I had taken clothes into the bathroom with me but they weren't in there anymore.
"Looking for these?" Tucker asked holding a very lacy black bra and panty set up. It felt like my face was on fire and my body had frozen solid. "Were you going to surprise me later?" He winked at me as he got up to lock the door and turn towards me. I gulped as he stepped closer to me. My body still frozen in its spot.
"Um..." I tried to talk. Tucker closed the space between us placing his hands on my hips. His lips gently pressed against mine. "We... I mean I..." I looked up into his eyes.
"God, you're so beautiful." He whispered before kissing me again. I didn't realize we had moved until I felt the bed on the back on my legs. I gripped the edge of my towel as tight as I could. "Don't be shy, I love the way your body looks almost as much as I love the way it felt underneath of me last night."
The blush was still heating my face to the point I thought I would catch fire. Last night was dark. What if he saw all my scars I've had from over the year and thought I was ugly? My breath caught in my throat as he stood back a bit. He reached for the trim of the towel peeling it away from me slowly.
"Relax." Tucker dropped the towel from around me and laid me back on the bed. "Have I told you yet how beautiful you are?" He whispered bringing his lips to mine.
"You might have mentioned it." I felt the hardness against my leg growing. Although I had felt it last night and knew it would fit my body just tensed up thinking about it. "I'm sorry." I whimpered trying to make myself relax. Tucker's hand gently brushed down my body to the crease between my legs.
"You have nothing to be sorry about." Tucker's fingers worked their way softly inside stroking me in all the right places. I heard the sound of his jeans unbuttoning and I felt him pushing them down his legs and off the bed onto my floor.
A ball of passion rippled through me and my blush wasn't on my mind. I wanted him inside of me now. My back arched into him as I pulled him closer to me.
"Sweetheart, I love you so much." Tucker whispered into my ear as he slid inside of me slowly. My body jerked as he slid inside not out of pain but out of shock for what I had just heard. "Baby, did I hurt you?" Tucker pulled out and sat up a bit.
"No, you said... I mean…" I couldn't spit out the words going through my head. "Tucker I love you too."
Tucker slid backing going even slower than I thought was possible making me close my eyes. Just when I started to relax I felt like I was being watched. Tucker was watching my face so carefully making my face beet red. He was entering me so slowly I just wanted to pull him to me and make him give it to me faster but I wasn't sure what to do and I was positive if I blushed any more my head would explode.
"Why are you just staring at me?" I asked trying to turn my face. Tucker took my face in his hand and kissed me gently.
"Your blush is beautiful. You're beautiful!" Tucker said as he kissed me again. I tried to pull him in a bit faster so he would maybe get the hint to speed up but he just kept his gentle slow speed.
"Tucker... I want you to not be so gentle." I whispered looking away from him. This blush would be the end of me eventually.
"Carson, I don't want to hurt you. I know how sore you were from last night and I want to make it feel as good for you as it feels for me." He whispered in my ear as he kissed behind my ear down to my neck.
"I want to try something." I said as he slid out of me and I pushed him onto his back. I straddled him wiggling my hips over him feeling his hardness grow even bigger than before. Tucker let out a gasp and a moan as I slid myself over top of him taking him in so slowly allowing my body to re-adjust over him.
"Damn Carson, I'm not going to last very long like this. You look even sexier on top on me then you do under me." Tucker said reaching his hands up to lightly rub my nipples. I was forgetting about the blush in my face and more concentrating on how to control my body from exploding with this new pleasure. His hardness going inside of me was touching all new spots that I hadn't realized existed. I liked this position. I liked it very much.
I slid up and down on his hardness, slowly gaining speed. Tucker grabbed onto my hips as my head flew back and a load moan escaped my lips. He slammed up as he pulled me down on him as we both exploded together. I collapsed onto his sweaty chest as he rubbed my back soothingly and lovingly as I tried to catch my breath.
"That was amazing. Tucker, I really do love you." I whispered nuzzling into his neck. He moved my bangs off my sweaty forehead since it was sticking to it.
"Carson I love you too." He whispered kissing my forehead gently....