"Nice can you help me with something?" Blake asked putting a bag of things he bought down on the floor as we first walked into the house.
"Uh…I can't. I have to go do something…with Carson." Nic pulled my wrist making me almost lose my balance. I caught myself as she pulled me up the stairs.
"What the hell?" Ben asked looking at Tucker. Tucker shrugged walking towards the kitchen to get a bottle of water.
"What are you doing?" I asked her and she pulled me into her room and closing the door locking it behind us. "Nicole?"
"I'm nervous." She said biting her lip putting the bag on her bed.
"Oh we have gone over this Nic. You know what to do." She sighed rubbing the back of her neck.
"I know…I'm just nervous." She sat down next to me.
"You can do this Nic. Be the girl I know you are." I pulled out a change of clothes for her laying it on the bed. "You know what to do Nic." I said standing up. She looked at the outfit before looking back at me.
"I don't think I can do this." She groaned falling back on the bed. I walked into her bathroom turning on the shower for her.
"You can do this. Come on just think about how much you love him." I walked back into the room wiping my wet hand from the shower.
"I guess you're right." She sighed sitting up. "I'm just scared."
"Of?" I asked sitting next to her. She looked at me.
"Of him pushing me away and saying I'm an idiot." I put my hand on hers.
"Then shame him. You are an amazing person Nic. If he doesn't like you, there are millions of other guys out there that would want to date you." She looked at me before taking a deep breath.
"I can do this."
"Yes. You can do this." She got up and walked into the bathroom. Not even a minute later she came right back out. "I can't do this. I can't do this." I looked at her. "I'm so fucking nervous Carson."
"Don't be Nic. What's the worst that could happen?" She gave me a thoughtful look.
"Well he could laugh in my face and call me a ugly freak." I slapped her arm. "Ow what was that for?"
"For being stupid."
"How am I being stupid?" I gave her a look.
"You know how Nic." She shook her head.
"No I don't."
"Ben would never say that Nicole. Now stop stressing over it." She nodded. "Now into the shower Nicole."
"I'm going, I'm going." She laughed as I pushed her into the bathroom. I got up and walked to the door as she walked into the bathroom.
"Where are you going?" She asked me wide eyed walking back out to me.
"I have my own guy to please." I winked unlocking the door laughing at her facial expression.
"EW!" I heard her yell at me as she got in the shower and I made my way to mine bathroom…..
…….. Nic stripped out of her clothing and felt the water I had turned on for her. She decided that it was fine so she stepped into the water putting her head back so her head was under the hot water as it ran down her body. She thought about what she and I had talked about. Nic finally coming to the conclusion that she was going to let Ben knows how she felt, once and for all. "I can do this." She mumbled to herself.
She stepped out of the shower and wrapped a towel around her hair and then her body snuggly. Grabbing her favorite lotion, She walked to her bed and started rubbing lotion on. Nic picked up the outfit I had laid on her bed and bite her bottom lip and nodded to herself. "Perfect." She whispered taking a deep breath. She pulled on the new bra and pantie set we got, than pulled on her new pink and black plaid shirt. Nic left the top two button's undone, so you could see the white lace on the top of her bra. She than put on a pair of blue jean cut-offs. Nic grabbed her favorite pair of black converses and pulled them on. Nic threw her hair up in a ponytail. She finished up the look by putting on her favorite star necklace and the ring I gave her for Christmas last year.
Nic walked into the kitchen nervously finding herself staring at the backside of Ben. He looked perfect in the pair of blue jeans he was wearing. His tight black t-shirt showing his muscles in every way possible. Nic snapped out of her oogleing when she heard a throat being cleared. She felt her face flush red at being caught. "Enjoying the view?" Ben smirked at her.
Nic took in the full frontal view. From his blonde hair, to his sparkling blue eyes, his chiseled facial features, down to his perfectly toned arms and stomach. Nic looked back up into his blue eyes.
"Yeah actually I am. I really am." Nic replied.
She knew this was it. She was going to take charge and let Ben know how she felt. She walked up to Ben and noticed his eyes flash down to her shirt. Nic smirked when his eyes lingered at the top of her cleavage and the white lace of her bra. She placed a hand on Ben's chest and felt his muscles constrict under her hand. She felt a jolt of electricity shoot up her arm as she gently pushed Ben back against the fridge and leaned into him.
"Like what you're seeing Ben?" She asked seductively.
"N-Nic what are you doing?" Ben stuttered nervously.
"I think its obvious Ben." She whispered closing the gap between their lips. As soon as Nic's lips connected with Ben's her body felt like it was on fire. She wrapped her arms around his neck. One of her hands going up into his hair. When Ben snapped out of it, his hands went to Nic's hips and pulled her body closer. Nic tugged his lower lip in between her teeth and then ran her tongue over it. Ben's mouth opened for her, giving her permission. She let her tongue explore his mouth. When their tongues collided Nic saw the fireworks exploding behind her closed eyes.
"Whoa, whoa, whoa what's going on Nic?" Ben asked breathlessly pulling back.
"Ben I like you. I've liked you for a long time now." Nic said as tears formed in her eyes.
Ben studied her face for a few seconds. He turned Nic so her back was against the fridge as he crashed his lips down onto hers. Ben lifted Nic up and she wrapped her legs around his waist. Ben ground himself against her, earning a moan from her. Nic moved her mouth to his neck, as Ben carried her to his room.
Ben gently laid Nic on his bed and looked down at her. He leaned down and pecked her on the lips as his fingers went to the buttons of her shirt. He placed kisses down Nic's chest as he undid her buttons. Nic sat up and pulled off her shirt. "Wow." He whispered moving his fingers over the lace of her bra. She lied back down on the bed as Ben moved his body over hers.
Ben leaned down and pressed his lips on Nic's before moving his head slightly. Ben ran his tongue along her lips asking for entrance. Nic's lips parted and Ben slipped his tongue into her welcoming mouth. Ben ground his hips into hers making her Nic groan and dig her nails into his back. Nic could feel Ben's arousal against her. She pulled his shirt up and over his head. She ran her fingers down his chest biting her lip. Ben's fingers went to the button on Nic's shorts but he hesitated noticing the look on her face.
"You sure you want to do this Nic?" Ben whispered moving his fingers to gently stroke her cheek caringly.
"Yes, just be gentle. It's my first time" Nic said blushing. Ben moved one of his hands and cupped one of Nic's cheeks.
"I'll be as gentle as I can be, but it is going to hurt some." Ben whispered staring into Nic's eyes.
"I know you will be." Nic said. "Please just be quick. Like a Band-Aid." Ben nodded and pulled off her shorts and her shorts. He then pulled off his jeans and jockeys himself leaving both of them naked. Ben moved back over Nic and rested his forehead on Nic's, staring into her eyes.
"You're so beautiful Nic" Ben said slowly pushing himself into Nic making her grab his hand as he kissed her as if kissing the pain away….