Chapter 13: Whatever Beth feels
Me and Alicia walked out of school and I smiled when I saw Logan’s red car. I almost jumped into his arms. He hugged me tightly. When he let go of me, he grabbed my book bag. “Want to drive?” He asked. My eyes widened. “Are you serious?” I asked. He nodded. “I trust you, Beth.” I smiled as he handed me his keys.
I passed my temps test. I passed my driver’s test. But my mom said my car would have to be put on hold for a little. She never told me why.
I got into the car. Logan got into the passenger’s side and Alicia got into the back.
“Andy wants us to pick him up.” Logan said. I nodded and started the car up. I was so excited. I couldn’t keep a smile off of my face.
“Don’t kill us.” Alicia said. I pulled the car into drive and looked over. Stephanie, Mallory and Nicole were glaring at me. I stuck up my middle finger as I drove off. Logan and Alicia laughed as we sped down the street.
I turned the corner with a sharp turn. The wind blew in my face and I sped up. All the lights were green and I zoomed pass all the other cars.
Soon, I got to Andy’s street and he was standing in his yard smoking a cigarette. He smiled when he saw me in the driver seat. “Hell yeah. Beth is driving. This is about to be fun.” He got in the backseat.
“How come you never let me drive your car when I asked? I knew you longer than she did.” Andy said.
“But I love her. I don’t love you.” Logan said simply.
“Whatever.” Andy said as he shut the door. I drove over to Logan’s house and parked the car in the driveway. Lance was sitting on the porch smoking a cigarette. I hope everything was back to normal. I got out of the car and Logan came over to me. He placed his hands on my hips and looked down into my eyes. “Let’s go upstairs and do some homework.” He whispered in my ear. I smiled at him and nodded. He grabbed my hand and led me towards the porch.
Lance looked at us. “What are you two about to go do?” He asked eyeing us both.
“None of your business.” Logan answered.
Lance stood up as we walked pass him. “We have to go rehearse. You can do this later.”
“What the hell are we going to be rehearsing? All we have is a chorus and we don’t even have a gig yet. We have time.” Logan said.
Lance sighed and glanced at me. I looked at Logan who narrowed his eyes at Lance. “What’s your problem?” He asked. Lance blew out smoke from his mouth. “Nothing’s my problem. I just wished I wasn’t the only person focused on my career.”
“You’re not the only one. I’d like to just spend time with Beth for a little. Is that okay?” Logan asked. Lance sighed and sat back down on the stairs. “Yeah. That’s fine.” Lance replied. Logan pulled me into the house and led me upstairs. When we got to his room, he closed the door and locked it. I sat on the bed and ran my fingers through my hair.
“What’s wrong?” He asked sitting next to me. I sighed and leaned against his shoulder. “Nothing. I’m fine. I just love you so much.” I said. He rubbed his thumb across my cheek and kissed me softly.
Andy was sitting in the backseat with me. I was sitting sideways in the backseat with my feet in his lap while he was doing something on his phone.
“Andy.” I said. He looked over at me and raised his eyebrows. I glanced over at Lance. He looked down. I think I am the only person who could see that he liked Bethany. I kind of figured because the way he looks at her.
“I think Lance likes Bethany.” I said. Andy narrowed his eyes and glanced at Lance on the porch and then he looked back at me. “What makes you say that?”
“You don’t notice the way he looks at her?”
“No. I’m always too busy looking at you.” He said smiling. “This is serious.”
“I don’t see the seriousness in it. So he has a crush on Logan’s girlfriend. He told me Logan always use to steal his girlfriends. That’s why he doesn’t have anyone now.”
“Steal?” I asked.
“Fuck them.” Andy said. I sighed and leaned my head back against the window and closed my eyes. “I’m not worried about any of them. I know that Logan will be faithful to Beth because if he isn’t, I’m going to kill him. And I know that Beth would not be stupid enough to pick Lance over Logan because if she does, I will kill her.”
“Why would you have a problem with her dating Lance? He’s a cool guy.”
I nodded and opened my eyes to look at him. “He is. He’s a good guitarist. He’s hot. He looks extremely fuckable and he looks hot when he smokes but he’s not Beth’s type.”
“And how exactly do you know what Beth’s type is?”
“I’m her best friend. I know everything about her.”
“What’s her bra and panty size?” Andy asked smiling.
I rolled my eyes. “I’m not telling you, pervert.”
“It really doesn’t matter. As long as I know your bra and panty size ,I don’t care about anybody else’s.” He said as he looked me in my eyes and normally when he did that, it meant he wanted to fuck.
“Lance is not even seven feet from us.”
“So? You act like we’re not supposed to be doing this. We haven’t done anything in a car in a while anyway.”
“We had sex in your car just yesterday.”
“Oh yeah.” He said nodding as he looked down for a second. I looked over and saw Lance running his fingers through his dirty blonde hair.
“I should go talk to him and tell him to stay away from Beth.”
“No. You should stay here and fuck me.” Andy said. I sighed. “That’s all I do. I’ll be right back.” I got out of the car and started walking towards the porch where Lance was sitting.
He looked up at me and blew out some smoke and then flicked the cigarette into the grass. “What is it?”
“Do you like Bethany?” I asked.
“Yes. I do. I’m not going to lie.”
“She’s with Logan. And yes I know that he steals your girlfriends but Beth is really happy with Logan. I don’t think she’ll be interested in anyone else.”
“No offense, Alicia but I don’t think its any of your business.”
“Well Beth is like my sister, so it actually is my business.” I said. Lance narrowed his eyes. “I don’t think she wants you to be involved with every decision she makes. She’s her own girl.”
“I am not involved with every decision she makes.”
“Whatever, Alicia. I’m not going to sit here and fight with you over something that is stupid.”
“Same here.” I said. Lance got up and walked up the rest of the stairs but turned before he opened the door.
“By the way, if she comes crying to me when Logan breaks her heart, I’m not going to turn her away.” And with that, he went into the house. Fucking prick.
I got back into the car and Andy looked at me. “Well?”
“I think he wants to take her for himself.”
I threw my head back and screamed out as I rode Logan’s cock. His nails dug into my hips and he closed his eyes while moaning my name. I could feel myself about to cum. And I knew I was about to cum hard. “Come on, baby.” He whispered.
“I’m about to cum!” I moaned. Logan sat up and I kissed him hard. “I fucking love you so much!” I cried out.
“I love you too.” He breathed against my lips. I could feel my gut tightening and my pussy throbbing. “Oh! Logan!” I cried out and closed my eyes. Logan turned me over on my back and thrusted in me harder.
“Please. I want to cum.” I said breathless.
“You want to cum, baby?” He whispered.
“Yes! Please! Fuck me!” I screamed. I never act this way. This was new behavior but I liked the excitement.
I ran my fingers through Logan’s hair and pulled. I closed my eyes and screamed his name as I came. He let out a low throaty growl as I felt him cum inside of me. He kissed me a couple times before laying in between my breasts. I let out a low breath. I loved this moment. I loved the moment before sex. Especially during and right after.
“Silence.” I whispered.
“Hmm?” He asked and then looking at me.
“I love the silence after sex.”
“Me too, sexy.” He kissed me and then rolled over to lay beside me. I laid my head on his chest and listened to his steady heartbeat. I placed my hand on my chest and felt that me and his heartbeat were the same. Fast.
I loved Logan so much. With everything in me, I loved him. I know it was probably stupid to give my whole entire being to one guy but I couldn’t help the way I felt. He was a drug and I was addicted to him. This is why I can’t hold the secret in anymore. I bit my lip and closed my eyes. I didn’t want to tell Logan. But he deserved to know. I sighed and hesitated for a little. I placed my hand on his cheek and looked at him. He must have seen the nervousness and slight fear in my eyes.
“What’s wrong?” He asked.
I sat up. “I have to tell you something. “ I said. He sat up with me and rubbed my back softly. “Tell me, sexy.” He whispered. I looked him in his green eyes.
“Lance kissed me.”