My Love Life
When I was walking up to my locker while Harper was talking, I was staring at Matt. Everyone likes him, but I bet I like him more. Harper snaps in my face and I turn to face her. She said, "You're not even listening to me!" I sigh and stare at him again. I'm pretty sure that I'm #2 on his list. By 'list', I mean who he likes. First, is Sammy. Second could either be me or Lea. If she is second, I am definetley third. I actually want to be liked and I mean like-like. Matt sometimes stares at me, too and also talks to me, but not like how he does with Sammy. I wish I was Sammy. She's really pretty and I'm half-fat. But I learned to be proud of what I am. When I got out of 5th period, I opened the door and bumped into Matt. His lips almost touched mine. It would've touched, but he was really tall. His eyes met mine and I moved out of the way. I didn't want him to know I liked it him because he doesn't like me and it would just be weird. I'm thirteen and a half, so I'm allowed to date already. My mom wants me to so badly, but I need to get Matt to like me first. It's pretty hard. I'll just get him to see Sammy at her worst. Sammy used to be my friend, but Lea came along and now she's taken her away and changed her. It's not like Lea's mean, I don't think she knows that she took Sammy away from me. We don't talk anymore. It's been two months of school and she's only said like 5 words to me. Ah, if only Matt and I were together..