**these are as close as I could get to the ones I saw in my head. Thank you Google!!!
I couldn't take this anymore. I just couldn't. I feel sorry for all the people I would end up hurting because of what was going to happen tonight... but life wasn't worth it... Nothing was worth going on the way I have been.
Danny was probably reading my note now.
I bet you're wondering where I am right now. I can just see your face... I'm sorry. I bet those two words tell you my plan and I know thatI promised that if one of us went, both of us would... but those little ones, they need you. Iknow you think that they need me too, but what am I, really? Besides their source of food and clean diapers? And anyways, there has to be a you in the world, because you're just amazing. Me, I'm nothing... As soon as I was born, my parents gave me away, and I've never been wanted. Maybe without me there, you'll finally get adopted.
Go ahead and think that I'm being selfish- that I'm doing this to escape my own problems- and Iadmit am. Go ahead and think I'm a bitch for leaving you alone, with no one else. Think whatever of me. None of it is going to keep me here.
...This is it... But don't be sad... Iknow I'll see you again.
Danny with his endless, warm brown eyes, dark brown, almost black hair, and a smile that stops all tears... Not even he could keep me here.
"I'll miss you Danny." Iwhispered. "But this is for the best."