“Austin we will be together forever, all I need is you.” That is what plays over and over in my head all the time. A blond headed girl who is just beautiful. Her blond hair was long, it was flowing. She had the most beautiful bluish grayish eyes I ever seen. She had the cutest button nose too. Her lips were the shiniest I ever seen. But, that is only a memory. I have no idea what happen to that girl. I feel that I loved her. But, I don’t even remember her name. It must be from the memory loss I got from the therapy pills that doctor gave me some pills for my depression. Oh well it has not made anything better. I have no friends; no one even talks to me. Not even a gay guy would approach me. The weird thing is that I am not ugly or deformed or anything that would make people not like me. But it is not like I am giving an effort to try to make friends. I am really quiet; I mean I am really quiet. I have not said a word to anyone at my school not even my teachers. My participation grade is basically zero, but it is not like I am failing any classes. I don’t even talk to my family. Yeah so I guess that makes me the loser. And to make it all better I have never had a girl look my way, even though I am quite handsome, disregarding that I don’t have a girlfriend .  I don’t want to have a girl friend just to have one though I want to have a girl friend that loves me. Anyway, it is another day at school and again it is going to be a whole day with out human contact, so I think.

I was sitting in my homeroom, I am in 11^th grade, and I was just minding my own business. Then something weird happened, well not weird, but like an omen. Like an omen that was foreshadowing a life changing event. What happen was that my phone rang which it never did, ever. I answered it “Hello?” I said real low because I didn’t want anyone hear me talk. 

“Hi who is this?” The person said it was a girl.

“You called me, who are you?” I asked still in low voice.

“Oh my name is …” she stopped in the middle of the sentence because she got caught by the teacher, very faintly I could hear her getting scolded. “Young lady put that phone away.” 

“Yeah whatever” she said but under her breath but I could hear her. “Old bitch.” She got back on the phone with me.” Well I got to get off the phone before this old bitch gives me a detention talk to ya later.”

“But…..” I stuttered but she already hung up.

Even though it was the first time some one ever talked to me ever, I was really depressed it was a girl and I did not ask her out. I know she didn’t know me and it would have been weird for me to ask her out right then, but I really wanted to feel what it feels like to ask some one out. It does not matter any way it is over and I will probably never have her call me again, even though I had her number on the received calls list she probably does not want me calling her any way. The 1^st period bell rang so I just got up and left. I went to my locker and got my stuff. Then I was turning around to walk to my class and someone bumped my arm and I dropped all my stuff. I sat against the lockers to wait for the people to clear and then I started to pick up my stuff. I was looking down the whole time, but I heard someone approaching.

“I hate when people keep walking when they bump into you. Fucking assholes right?” the person said, but it is not just some regular person it was the girl on the phone. This is a miracle, actually two. Someone, not to mention a girl is actually talking to me face to face and the girl that called me appeared magically in front of me, why am I just talking to myself I should look up.

“Hey are you going look at me or am I really that ugly?” she asked sarcastically.

“Sorry it is a habit “I said as I looked up and saw how beautiful this nameless girl was. She had short hair that was blue that cover her eyes it was a bit longer in the back. Her eyes hypnotized me with its bluish grayish color with just the right amount of eye liner around it and she had the cutest button nose and had the shiniest lips I ever seen.

“Hey do you have a habit of starring into peoples eyes too?” she asked jokingly.

“Sorry you are just so beautiful” I said quite quietly. The girls face went blood red.

“Oh my.” She had a big smile on her face as she said this. “Thanks, you are sweet.” She said still blood red. There was a lot of awkward silence.

“You called me in homeroom why?” I asked to make conversation.

“You butter me up and then ask why I called you?you …are…so...” she was still embarrassed from my comment. She calmed down a little. “I called you because really I have no reason I just called a random number. Are you happy now?” she was giggling a little.

“Uh ok whatever “I had nothing to say like always. There was another awkward silence

“Hey lets get out of here; I know a really good place to hangout.” She said. I was didn’t know what to do. I never skipped school before and I probably would get hell if my parents found out, but this girl wants to hangout with me. The guy that never talked to anyone, with no friends that is who she wants to hangout with. I mean I really don’t have anything to lose. My life is nothing anyway.

“Sure yeah why not” I agreed, like I had a choice she already had me half why down the hall before I answered.

She took me to her house and we went in the back but we went into the woods. Way into the woods. There was a house not that big it was almost like a cottage. We went in side and it looked like some one was living in it.

“A cottage?” I asked her

“Yeah I guess you can call it that” she replied she sat down on the couch after she got some sodas out of the cooler they had sitting on the floor. “Come sit next to me.” She beckoned me over to the couch but I was really nervous. Even though I was really nervous I sat next to her and drank the soda she gave me. “So anyway what is your name? My Name is Yumi.”

“My name is …Austin.”

“You don’t say much do you? You haven’t said even 50 words to me yet.”

“Yeah I’m not that talkative; to tell you the truth you’re the only one that has heard my voice in a while. This is the most attention that I have gotten form a girl.”

“You know that is kind of hard to believe because you are really cute” she giggled, she was literally like 2inches from her face she had a big smile her face. “I have heard about you, kind of ironic since you don’t talk. They say that you don’t talk to anyone, aren’t I special being the first person you talked to.” She was touching my leg.

“Oh” I said nervously as she started to caress my leg. “How did you get my number?” I asked

“Is that all you are thinking about? It does not matter.”

“Yeah but I am an only child and prior from like a 1hour ago I did not even talk to anyone at all. So how could you possibly my number?”

“Wow look at the time we probably should start getting back. You can stay if you want just don’t tell anyone about this place.” She said sounding annoyed from me asking where she got my phone number.

“Wait, don’t go I am sorry. I am just curious. I don’t care where you got it. I am actually glad you called this is like the best thing that ever happened to me.”

“Well I am glad that I made your day good” she still sounded a little annoyed.

“Can I ask you something?”

“Why not?”

“Will you go out with me?” I was not sitting down when I said this I was standing right behind her. Yumi did not even answer she just lunged at me and hugged me.

“Is that a yes” I ask kind of scared.

“Yes that is a yes. We can call this our first date” she said still hugging me on the floor. “To tell you the truth I seen you around school and kind of had a crush on you. Your mysteriousness is sexy” she whispered the last part in my ear.

Wow she had a crush on me, I can’t believe it. I am in amazement as her warm body is still pressed against mine. “Hey what is your life like? Is this the first time you dated some one?” I asked, curious about what yumi has been through.

“Well this is my life my mom left my family 4 Years ago. You aren’t my first boyfriend. When I was in fifth grade I liked this guy shortly after mom left he left just as fast as my mom did. So now it is just my dad and me and my sis. We also got a little freaky shiatsu, but I don’t consider him part of the family. Anyways it is just us so yeah I mostly hang out with two people. One person is my best friend her name is Alyssa and also there is Theresa, but we just call her mofo because she is saying mother fucker all the time. They are on in some foreign exchange program. So you won’t see them for awhile. And yes this is my first time I dated a guy. I used to be a lesbian but it didn’t work out. Actually I dated mofo she was my lover or whatever you want to call it. So do be surprised if she hates you. What about you?”

“I have a perfect family a mother and a father no siblings and nothing has happen since I was in middle school because I have not talked since then.

“Oh ok, Austin I know this might sound weird, but I think I love you”

“I always wanted to hear a girl say that to me. I always thought that no one would want to care for me like that.”

“Don’t worry I’ll care for you,” Yumi was hugging me real tight. “And I won’t let you go ever again.” Yumi whispered she was not hugging me anymore but she was still lying on top of me she was petting my face and rubbing her face against mine. I didn’t know what she meant by the last part she said but, I didn’t care right then. Then the most amazing thing happened. I don’t know what came over me. Yumi was about to say something I kissed her and she kissed back. I love feeling my tongue in her mouth and her tongue in my mouth. It was like heaven.