Chapter 3 Music Career
 As I woke up I rubbed my head. Why does my head hurt a lot? I thought of what I did last night. I tried to remember, but when ever I thought or tried to remember my head hurt like crazy. As I got up I sat up on my bed. My hair was all messed up and my eye liner was all messed up. My blanket was wrapped around me. I rolled off my bed and the back of my head hurt. Right then, I remembered what had happened.
 I had kissed Micky last night. My eyes opened up wide. I felt my lips and noticed that my lipstick was smudged all over my lips. I woke up screaming. I ran to the bathroom and saw that my lipstick was everywhere and my hair was a mess. I grabbed a tissue and cleaned off my eyeliner. I put on more eyeliner and wiped off my lipstick. I brushed my teeth and put on some lip gloss. After that day, I decided to wear lip gloss from now on.
 I thought about me kissing Micky. I hit myself in the head and said to myself, “God Jenny! You’re so stupid! Why’d you kiss Micky?” Jinnie came in and asked, “Why are you talking to yourself?” I replied, “Oh, that’s nothing. It’s just a habit of mine.”
 I hurried and put on some close. I wore jeans with my converse shoes. I had a black head band and my hair was back in a pony tail. I wore a black hoody on top. I put on black nail polish and blew it. I tried really hard so that I could look good.
 After I prepared for school. I went on my lap top. I went on my blog and began typing about myself. I posted up the pictures on my blog. I waited till many people began commenting me about it. I wrote back, thanks. Some people asked, “Is Micky your boyfriend?” I replied, “NO!” Some of my friends entered the room and saw what I was doing. They asked, “When did you take those pictures?” I replied, “Oh, I took pictures last night when you guys were drunk and you went to sleep.” They nodded understanding what I was saying.
 After I finished posting up my pictures I went to the kitchen. I was so hungry. I saw that all of my buddies were gathered around, not including the boys. I looked to see that there was food. Someone had made pancakes. Jane gave me some pancakes and told me to have some. I asked, “Is it good?” She responded, “Of course it’s good.” I took a bite of pancake and it tasted so good that I could’ve had another one.
 “Who made this? It’s really good!” Amy walked by me with a spatula and an apron on. “Thanks. I’m really good at cooking. Cooking is like my hobby. I love cooking. I wanted to become a chef, but I wanted to be a singer more.” I took another bite of my pancakes. No one left any pancakes at all.
 I knocked on Micky’s door and I saw that Micky answered the door. He was really messed up. He had lipstick all over his lips and he had messed up hair. He only had his boxers on. I almost screamed when Micky covered my mouth. “SHSHSHSH” I covered my eyes to try and avoid looking at him. I pointed at his face and said, “Look in the mirror.” He nodded and said, “No one’s home so you can come in.” I walked into the dorm. He said, “I’ll get dressed.”
 After a while I saw Micky come out of the bathroom. His face was frozen he looked shocked. I replied, “I know. It’s all right.” He said, “I can’t believe I kissed you!” I said, “I know! I can’t believe I kissed you!!” He complained even more making me feel like I was that bad. “OMG!” I looked back at him angry. “Am I that bad?” He nodded and I groaned, “I can’t believe you!” I left him there In the dorm. I shut the door really tight on him so that he would know that I was really mad at him.
 I couldn’t believe that Micky thought of me as that way. I started to get steamed up because of this. I waited till the elevator door opened. Then the door opened and I saw Max and Hero in the elevator. They looked up at me and tried to cover the comic book they had from me. I was really curious. Once in a while I’d listen to them giggle.
 After some time two woman came into the elevator. I waited till Max and Hero showed them the comic book. Those girls began cracking up. I asked, “What’s so funny?” They just covered their books so I didn’t know what they were doing. I stole their comic book and looked inside. I looked inside to see a picture of me. That picture showed me with a lipstick all over my face and my hair was all messed up. It was a picture of me when I slept last night.
 They asked, “Isn’t that funny?” “What?! You think that’s funny? I felt really pissed when I heard this. I threw the comic book on the floor and slapped Max and Hero. “You guys aren’t even what you call friends.” When the elevator door opened I went out. I couldn’t believe it. They weren’t even my friends.
 I walked into my classroom. I saw Micky and Max sitting next to each other. They knew that I was mad at them and they were saving a spot for me. I ignored them and went next to Jinnie and Jane. After class Jinnie asked me, “What’s wrong? You looked really mad in class?” I just shook my head, “Nothing.” I rushed to the bathroom after class. I thought, “I can’t believe that they could do this to me?” I began crying thinking of why I was so weird.
 Jinnie came in the bathroom and saw me sitting in the corner crying. She walked up to me and she put her hand on my back. “What’s wrong?” I busted out, “Micky and Max are so mean! I barely did anything bad to them and they don’t even like me! Am I that bad?” Jinnie replied, “Don’t worry. Your not bad at all. Just ignore them, okay? They’re just jerks.”
 After a while I felt much better. I walked out of the bathroom to see Max waiting for me on the bench next to the bathroom. I was still mad at him so I left him. He saw me and tried to catch up. “Jenny, I need to talk to you.” I ignored him and kept walking. “It was Micky, okay?” He was looking at a picture and I looked at it too. I saw that it was you. I couldn’t help, but to laugh.” Right when I heard this I remembered, Last night we were hanging around together and we walked up the steps to take a picture. My hair was a mess and my lip stick was all over.
 I gave out a huge breath. “I can’t believe this.” I added, “Max, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to get mad at you.” I was really mad at Micky now.  Micky kept coming up to me and apologizing, but I would always push him away. Micky was getting on my nerves. He tried yelling at me, “SORRY!” I finally got so mad and annoyed by him that I pushed him.
 He struggled to keep his balance and he fell. He fell on his butt and I felt really sorry. I couldn’t help, but to ignore him. I began walking to my dorm. I needed to get some fresh air so I rode the elevator to the very top. At the very top of the dorm there was a place where there was no roof so I would be on the roof. I arrived there and I walked on the roof. I walked towards the end. I looked down and saw cars pass by. Then I looked back to see gangsters trying to beat up a little kid. They were trying to steal this kids money. I hurried to them and pushed a huge guy with black to the side. I held the kids in my arms.
 “What do you think your doing? You can’t just take these poor kids money!” A leader came out from the corner and came with a stick. He yelled, “Who the hell is she?” I jumped at his voice, it was really loud. He smacked his huge stick on the ground and began laughing, “HAHAHAHA, You little brat! You think that you can beat us up?” As he finished his sentence my phone began ringing. I answered the phone and said, “Micky, HELP ME!!” As soon as I said this the leader grabbed my phone and stepped on it. I tried moving back. I was way on the edge of the roof and I was about to fall off. I thought to myself, Hurry up Micky. COME ON! I tried to back away for a while till I saw cops come up and arrest the gangsters. As they did Micky came up. I got off balance and fell off the roof.
 Micky came running after me. He jumped off the roof for me. I couldn’t believe it. When we fell I was facing towards him and he was facing towards me. He was only a feet away from me. He fell faster then me and he caught up to me. We were hugging when we fell together. I fell on a huge trampoline, but we rolled off and Micky lay on the ground with his eyes closed. I began crying, “Micky!!! Are you alright? Wake up! I touched his cheek slowly. I couldn’t help, but cry more and more. He opened his eyes and smiled, “I hit him in the chest and said, “GOD!! You scared me!” He said, “That’s all right. Just as long as you forgive me.” I nodded, “All right I’ll forgive you, but I need to do something else for you. I mean you saved my life.”
 We got off of each other. I said, “You know that you still took a picture of me last night and it turned out messed up. Why did you show it to Max?” Micky couldn’t explain, he just stood there. I knew he wasn’t going to answer so I tried to walk away from him, but he gripped my wrist. He pulled me to him and I was touching his chest. He said, “To tell you the truth, I wasn’t drunk last night. I just pretended to be drunk. I purposely left the lip stick on my mouth so that you’d think that I was drunk.” My eyes opened wide.
 “That means… you.” He nodded, “I kissed you on purpose.” I jumped, “Why?” He replied, “I liked you since I saw you on the first day.” When I noticed that I was touching his heart my heart beated faster. I was blushing when I heard this. I whispered to myself, “How am I supposed to love him when my heart beats faster when I meet him?” He replied, “You don’t have to feel shy in front of me.” He put one hand under my chin and said, “My heart beats faster too whenever I see you.” He planted his lips onto mine and made me blush even more. I closed my eyes really tight. Both of my hands were on his and it was down so I was steady. Being with him reminded me of James. As I thought of him I heard a voice deep in my heart. “Jenny, go ahead and take Micky away. James wants you to be happy.”