I'm so fucking stupid, I slammed my hand on the door of my bedroom, the towel still wrapped around my waist after my bone chilling shower and I still couldn't get her out of my head, the way her creamy thighs were begging to be opened and- Fuck! Her skin was so soft under my finger tips like velvet , the body of a woman who could take a good fucking and love it but at the same time love to be cherished and savoured. My mind kept going back to her thighs and how her house coat barley covered her pussy how I wished she had moved slightly giving me a better look. Ah fuck I'm going to hell I'm going to hell for my thoughts!
I walked into my room and got into bed, my hard on still stiff as a bat and by god I had jerked off twice in the shower the damn thing had a fucking mind of its own!
I slammed my eyes shut I had things to do tomorrow, I had to look for a job, hope to god Jesse left the curtains open in her bathroom and for all the wrong reasons I hoped she came over stripped naked and rode me till I cried like a baby. Defiantly going to hell!
The morning was dull the clouds covered the sun and the rain made things wet and soggy the kind of day that matched my mood about going to work.
I got in my car and started the engine and pulled halfway out of my driveway then cursed, I had forgotten my purse.
I left the car door open as I ran back to my house and opened the front door and grabbed my purse off the couch and locked up again.
“loosing my mind” I muttered and turned back around running face smack dab in the middle of a very well defined and hard chest.
“sorry” I said to Matthew who grabbed my shoulders steadying me before I fell over.
“no sorry I don’t have manners” he said and then got out of my way as I made it back to my car and he followed
“so is there something you need?” I asked as I went to my car.
“I was wondering if you knew anyone who was hiring for work?” he asked and I shrugged
“ I have no idea” I said and got in my car and shut the door he leaned on the door and I opened the window he was so close I could smell him and his breath was grazing my lips, oh this is so not what I needed today.
“well I will see you later then” he said and I swear he moved closer his mouth was a mere inches from mine but not close enough. What the hell was wrong with me?
“okay see you later, did you want to come over for tea again?” I asked and he nodded
“okay see you” I said and he got off my car and I drove away before I got out and raped him right there on my front lawn, he was a murderer and here I was getting my panties off for the guy I needed medication!
The bakery was empty all day, Missy came in a few minutes before I was going to close and had a bag with her.
“well hello darling” she said coming over and kissing my cheek
“what do ya have with you?” I asked and she grinned
“I got you and myself a gift” she put the bag on one of the tables and pulled out a black thong and a black bra matching and had white rhinestones, very fancy and then she pulled out a red set but they had white feathers frilled on them.
“please tell me they are both for you” I said and she frowned
“no the black one is for you” she said and handed me the bag with both of them in it “ I have a double shift I will pick up mine later” she said and I took the bag rolling my eyes I will add it to the collection of lingerie that will never leave my closet.
“thank you, how much do I owe you for this one?” I asked and she shook her head
“like always it is a gift” she said and smiled she came to the counter and grabbed a cookie off the tray and handed me a five dollar bill “keep the change” she said and I smiled at her
“you are the one keeping me in business” I joked and she giggled
Just then the chime on the door went off and Missy and I looked up to see Matthew, oh my sweet Jesus
He came to the counter gave Missy the once over but then his attention slid to me and flashes of him looking up at me from his knees on my kitchen floor made my cheeks flush.
He looked at the board and then back at me
“ill have a black coffee and one of those” he said pointing to the mint chocolate cookies
“uh okay, that will be three twenty five” I said and he handed me a twenty
“keep the change” he said
“I cant keep all the change its way over the amount owing” I said and handed him back all his change he walked over to the far table and sat but I caught his glance a few times.
Missy was starring at me making a oh my god he is yummy all over face and I couldn't hold back a slight giggle and it echoed in the empty and very quiet bakery Matthew looked at me and I turned a brighter red.
Missy not being able to control herself started laughing when I mouthed that he was my new neighbour when he looked down at his coffee.
“Jesse you really need to start shutting the curtain in your bathroom you never know who will be getting a free show” she spurted out and I wanted to bang my head on the counter instead I gave her a sharp look in which she grinned.
“I’ve closed it Missy”
“Oh well I'm sure your new neighbour is very upset about that seeing as you said he was a guy” she said and gave another evil grin and I literally wanted to drag her out of the cafe and lock the door
“I'm sure” I said sarcastically
I saw Matthew move and I glanced up at him and he looked almost uncomfortable but the only sign was the set of his jaw and the square of his shoulders.
“hey” Missy said turning towards Matthew “you’re a guy what do you think of my friend? If I was a guy id fuck her silly” she said and I again wanted to bang my head off the counter or throttle her.
“she ... is... one of a kind”
Oh well that's nice to know I'm one of kind....
“but look at her breast they are full and her waist is–“ I cut her off
“Missy don’t you have to get back to work?” I said and she shook her head no but I grabbed her arm and walked her to the door and practically shoved her out. Shutting the door right behind her she laughed and walked away. Oh I was going to kill her!
I sat in the cafe trying desperately not to think about the bathroom window that her friend so kindly pointed out, she had no idea I was the neighbour and here she was practically taunting me and I was about to launch myself over the counter and rip Jesse’s clothes off and take here right here in the bakery.
Missy was a little bombshell blonde and I'm sure she knew her way around a guys dick and she seemed to be a good friend to Jesse even though she was making her turn several shades of red.
Ya the fuck I didn’t notice how full and perfectly rounded jesses breasts were and defiantly didn’t notice the curve of her waist. The shirt she wore today her cleavage was on display not too much but not nearly enough, I wiggled in my seat trying to get the strain out of my jeans as I watched Jesse throw her friend out and shut the door she stood there holding the door shut and I couldn't help it.
“You make incredible cookies” I said and she jumped at the sound of my voice
“they are yesterdays I don’t see the point in coming in everyday and baking new ones when the others go in the garbage only to make new ones the next day when the others were perfectly fine” she rushed out and still hadn’t turned to face me
“no matter they are good” I said and she nodded
Stop thinking about the bathroom window!
I finished the coffee and the last bite of the cookie, I wasn't normally a sweets eater and I hadn’t had a good cup of coffee since forever so it was nice to have it. Jesse walked quickly to the back corner and started cleaning up things and turning off lights.
“the place is closing” she said and came over to me to take the empty plate but I stood and took it with me she grabbed my cup and I followed her to the back where a big sink was she dropped the cup and I placed the plate in the sink as well, the back room was dark and the moon cast shadows across her face, the shadow stretched down between her breasts where my gaze had fallen, I was turning into some kind of sex crazed male who had a permanent hard on.
“I need to go home” she said and I realized I was blocking her way out of the kitchen
“what time did you want me over tonight for tea?” I asked
“oh I forgot I'm sorry” she said and grimaced at herself.
“it is okay if you made other plans then I can just watch TV at my place” I said trying not to freak her out that I didn’t want to go to my place and watch TV I wanted to watch her to smell her to be around her and be in her.
“no just follow me home and I will put on tea” she said and reached around and grabbed her purse and a set of keys she switched off my lights then the whole shop was in the dark, she picked up a little bag off the counter and held it tight in her arms.
“okay see you soon” I said and she smiled sweetly and walked out of the shop I followed and then walked to my truck quickly she got into her car and we drove home.