Saving Me.

"Hows your summer being so far?" David asked me. "Dad, I haven't been here that long." I reminded him. "But it's been good. Wendy and Barry put me to work right away. I'm also helping train a horse." "That's wonderful hun. I was just calling to check in." David said. I could hear my mum talking in the back ground. " I have to go, your mother and I are going to dinner and we can't be late, love you." "Love you too." I said and hung up. I looked down at Adam who I was still sitting on. He smiled up at me, his hands behind his head. "So when does this BBQ start?" "6:00pm, it's only 11:00am so we have some time to kill." "Any idea on how we are going to kill that time?" I felt I knew the answer. "Well what we were doing before might kill a few hours." Adam said, his hands were resting on my thighs. Smiling at him I leaned down, his lips meeting mine half way. He claimed my mouth with his, growing more confidence. His hands grasped my hips and he flipped us over so he was on top, his body covering mine. My knees were still on either side of him. I could feel him against me and wow did it feel good. Trailing my hands down his chest, to the hem of his shirt, I pushed it up his stomach. He took it off, tossing it to the bottom of the bed. I couldn't get enough of him. His eyes met mine before he kissed me again. Both his hands went under my shirt, they stayed resting on my stomach before moving over my ribs. "Just take it off." I managed to say between kisses. He didn't hesitate with that. I put my arms over my head and he pulled it off. Pulling back, Adam ran his eyes over me. I really felt self conscious. I had never had sex with anyone before. Alex and I had come close to many times but I had always stopped him. Alex was never happy about this but he respected me and stopped. But being here with Adam, I didn't want to stop. Adams lips on mine pulled me out of my thoughts. Our naked skin touched, both of us gasping. The feeling that ran through me is indescribable. It was like my body was coming alive, like I haven't really felt anything before this. I was on fire. Adams hand cupped my breast. Hid thumb moved over my nipple making it harden. I pushed closer to his hand, wanting to feel it on my bare skin. His other hand was one my back. It moved up to just under the claps. I moved my body down so it was on it. He smiled while kissing me, he undid it the claps. I shrugged the straps from my shoulders then slipped my bra off all the way. I felt the cold air rush over my body. I shivered and Adam pulled me closer, his body keeping mine warm. Adams hands traveled to my breasts. He squeezed them, then moved his thumbs over my nipples. A soft moan sounded in my throat. I pushed closer to him, wanting more. I dragged my hand down his chest to the waist band of his jeans. His hand stopped mine. "Katie, no." He said against my lips. I moved my lips with his so the words didn't sound like words. Looking at him I gave him my best puppy dog eyes. "No." Adam gave me a stern look. Fine then. I rolled over making him fall behind me. He moved so we were spooning. "Come on don't be like that." Adam whispered in my ear. Moving away from him I laid on my stomach, face hidden in the pillow. Adam dragged his fingertips up and down my spine. I shivered involuntarily, I couldn't help the way my body reacted to his. "Katie please don't be mad at me, listen and I'll explain okay." Adam pulled me to him again. Turning in his arms so I was facing him I laid my head on his chest. "This had nothing to do with you okay. I just don't want to mess things up. I dated a girl once and we had sex then we broke up two days later because things became weired between us. I don't want that to happen with us." His breath moved through my hair making me shiver a bit. I guess i understood where he was coming from. I didn't want things between us to be ruined. Adam is the only person whos been able to make me feel ever since Alex died. 'Okay." I looked up at him. Adam got off the bed and put his shirt back on. I covered myself up and reached for my bra before pulling on my tshirt. I went to the bathroom and fixed my hair. 'Are you mad at me?" Adam stood in the door way. "No,i'm not" I put my arms around his waist and he kissed the top of my head. "I need to buy something to wear tonight since i didnt pack enough" adam said "i wasn't really thinking when we left." Adam went over to his backpack and dug through it. I picked up his wallet from the night stand and held it out ot him. "Thanks" He said standing up and took it. We walked out to the stables hand in hand tacking up both horses we road into town.