**Okay sorry it's so short but this is all i could get done today
……………… I walked into the hotel the guys just behind me chatting
like a bunch of monkeys in a tree.
Hey Baby you coming to the bar?" Chad squeezed my hand
"I'll be down in a while I need to go shower" I smiled at him
"Need some help washing your hair?" He got a twinkle in his eye
"When have you known me say no" I tipped my head and looked at
him "I do want to talk to you as well"
"Guys keep the beer cold" Chad called out pulling me to the
"Chad you have press in an hour" Lukas reminded him "Chris you
and Never west are going to a children's hospital as well"
"You know you can tell us all this in the mornings instead of
dropping it on us" I shook my head
"Chris he told us in the car" Alfie smiled "you were distracted"
"Okay We'll make it fast" Chad smirked as the doors closed on the
elevator and he pulled me to him "You still worried about the
call from Arron this morning?" I shook m y head
"It's more with what happened with Dan" I chewed the inside of my
cheek "I know I was laughing but I forgot about his wife"
"IT's not us sweetheart" he stroked his fingers down the side of
"I know that…" I hesitated "Did you ever do that when you were
with…" he looked down "Oh" was all I could manage to say.
The elevator jolted a little and the doors slid open I stepped
out and walked to our room.
"Chris" Chad was a few steps behind me as I opened the door.
"I'm fine" I tried to smile but the heavy sinking feeling made it
"Bull shit" he closed the door and turned me to face him "Yes I
don't like admitting it but I cheated on Mari more than once even
after I'd asked her to marry me" I pulled away from him and sat
on the arm of one of the couches facing him.
"Would you do it to me?" I tipped my head and looked at him.
"No" he crouched down by me feet "I can hand on my heart tell you
that I will never cheat on you… Chris I was engaged to Mari for 5
of the six years we were together and I always put off naming a
date or looking at wedding stuff" his voice had a slight edge of
irritation to it "I meet you and you stop my world" he smiled at
me "All I want is to be with you no one else can come even close
to what I feel when I'm round you… hell I hate the fact you get
to hug guys that are fans and the touch you… I'm irritated as
hell that when we did the USO you got so many numbers and e-mail
"But we weren't…"
"No we weren't' together" he shook his head. "Hell Chris I'm
jealous that Kellan danced with you in the rain and he looks
better in his underwear than I do" I smiled with him at that
"Mari cheated on me as well… would you to that to me?" I shook my
head "Not even if some hot movie star came along?" he nudged me
"Been there done that" I touched the side of his face "I'm the
more Canadian Rocker type of girl"
"Mrs. Kroeger I'm head over heels in love with you…" he got up
and pulled me to him…………..
…………….. Chad left with the others for the press thing and I went
with my guys to the Children's hospital. It was a good way to
take my mind off everything that was going on right now, my phone
vibrated in my pocket, I pulled it out and walked into the