………….. Lyra squeezed my hands
“What if he only loves me for the things that happened to me” I chewed my lip
‘It’s possible but I doubt it seriously doubt it, Like I said the looks he gives you aren’t the same as the looks you get from the others guys. Did he push you into sleeping with him? I mean having sex with him” I shook my head “He’s not using you, not saying he used her either but…” She ran her hand through her hair “I shouldn’t have brought this up”
“Did it bother you when he got married?” I held her hands this time she seemed to be struggling.
“Yes” she nodded “it felt like Dante was marrying the wrong person like my own brother was doing something for the wrong reasons” she got up and walked to the open window and looked out “I don’t know if you get why we took such and interest in you and Sam getting together” she sat on the window ledge and looked at me “To make sure he didn’t to the same thing again to make sure he fell in love with you and not…” She closed her eyes “For pity and his own self gratification, Sam has for the longest time felt like he was a failure he couldn’t save his Mom and he couldn’t stop the hurt even after he married Lauren, she had some crazy deep depressions, to the point I know she was hospitalized twice, Sam was a wild card for a while if anyone stepped even slightly out of line he’d go to the extreme handing out his punishment, He and Dante got in to a nasty fight with each other because Sam over stepped the line in the club one night. Dante ended up with a broken nose from that asshole Ed and Sam ended up in the ER from the Beating D handed him, He and Dante became closer friends after that, I don’t know what D said to him but I know he got Sam to calm down a little and take a breath before he goes off” Lyra braced her hands on the ledge each side of her “We saw with him when he was and is round you he goes from total red to instant calm, hell faster than either I or Evie can get D and Casper to react” she smiled at me “Ask Evie she and D both believe Lauren is making up for things to Sam by putting the two of you together. Does it bother you what he does and how he gets?”
“What he does, No the temper sometimes takes me by surprise” I shrugged “But I know in here” I pointed to my heart “I know he’d not use that temper on me” she nodded “I just wonder if I’m enough of a woman for him, I mean he’s…we’ve”
“You’ve both had sex together” she smirked “We all have fun in the bedroom”
“I know and I get that it’s not all the terrible nasty experience I thought it was… but I still don’t know a lot of what to do”
“We were all like that at some point and you learn and you learn with someone you love and you make it some of the best memories you have” Lyra pushed off from the ledge and walked over to me “You’re more than enough woman for him” the door knocked and Dante put his head round the door.
“Okay Some woman just showed up with so much Damn Fabric I think I just got a hernia lifting the shit for her and she said she was here to fit you for the Saris” He chuckled “You two look deep in conversation”
“We were just girl talking” Lyra Laughed grabbing my hand and pulling me to my feet “Lets go find some amazing dresses for tonight so these men don’t stand a chance”
“We’ll all be fine” Dante scoffed
“Yeah really you love seeing Evie dressed up” Lyra pushed his shoulder
“Only so I can get her naked later” He wiggled his eye brows He opened the door across the hallway “I’ll go get you both a coffee” He looked at me “He gave you his mom’s cross?” I nodded “Damn he might as well of put a ring on your finger’ He laughed over his shoulder as he walked away down the hall. I touched the coss and watch Dante disappear down the stairs.
‘Hey” Lyra called getting my attention I walked into the room where a woman was waiting with yards of amazing fabric spread out and a whole array of Indian jewelry.
I have no idea how long Lyra and I were in there But I know Dante brought up coffee and Claus brought up food. Evie walked in looking more than a little aggravated as the clock down the hall chimed 3 in the afternoon.
“Everything okay?” Lyra looked concerned
“No… My damn brother pushing his luck” She paced the floor
“What happened?” Lyra sat down draped in a Sari with flowers all over it
“Oh we went to sort out the shipment and the Russian got pissy at Sam being there and started giving Sam shit to the point of Sam’s Monster side coming out putting a gun in the mouth of the Russian, So I tried to get Sam to see sense and Casper got pissed because I turned my back on the Russian’s good squad”
“Well you know you don’t do that you dumb ass” Lyra rolled her eyes “And Getting in the way of Samzilla isn’t a good idea unless you’re Her” She pointed to me.
Yeah well He chewed my ass all the way home you’re lucky he hasn’t got a bullet in his ass” he fingered some of the material
‘he was looking after you” I piped up as I looked at my reflection in the mirror
“Oh don’t’ you start” She smirked “Sam said the same thing to me after he’d started to chew me out as well”
“Where is Sam?” I turned to face her
“He was in the office with the old guys” I went to walk out of the room
“Oh Honey hell no, the first time he sees you like that is tonight when we get ready” Lyra laughed “get back into his shirt and go get some frustration out of your man the fun way” I felt myself blush
“Take him in the shower and get him all wet and soaped up” Evie giggled that’s what Dante likes and I’m sure Sam probably would as well”
“Oh I think I’m going to hurl” Lyra pulled a face “That’s icky thinking of my brother naked
“Oh it’s not hell he’s hung like a…”
EVIE” Lyra put her fingers in her ears I changed and walked out of the room As Sam and Dante walked up the stairs…………