Falling in love is hard. Being vunerable to some one else, letting your guard down and then having your heart teared into pieces and the worse thing is, I'm still in love with him... And he loves me to despite all that happened. The thing is with guys like him; it's like drugs. Before taking them you don't want it so bad, but he was an addiction. It's like I want a guy who is college educated but he is not and I like him, but others who are'nt I do not go near..... Like an exception. Any way, this is my story. Bad break ups. Temptation and well complicated must have love.