Never Have

You know how when your little your mom or dad reads you a bedtime story?Well...mine never did.Her excuses were puthetic."Honey i never had love.Sweetie don't you want to eat tonight."I mean yeah i understand we never had a lot of money.But how about the times whenshe was being a slut or drinking and smoking.Well anyways mom hated me and i hated her so we were even.

I was born in Tennessee to Fergie Mare.Fergieis what i call her and shelooked just like me.Which of course sucked.I had always dreamed of one day before i graduate to go live with my older brother Juan whom my mom Fergie gave up for adoption but my grandma ended up getting him.Fergie had me when she was only sx-teen.When i was little she wold tell me how much better her life would be if i wasn't here.I can remember what she told me so clearly."I get rid of one another comes."Why she didn't give me up foor adoption i do not know.I mean she had my brother when she was fiveteen which isn't much different from sixteen.

"Where the heck is my purse,"Fergie my mom yelled searching our little apartment.

"How the hell would i know Fergie,"I said swaying to the kitchen.

"Help me now!"Fergie ordered loudly.

"Jeez.,i'm going!"I said and ran outside to wait for my ride.

"Hello Gorgy,"My boyfriend Ron whistled.

"Thanks,"I said as i looked at my pink skin tight strapless shirt and my tiny little skirt which if i made a wrong move would show my butt.

"You seem upset,"Ron said.

"Well you know me then,"I mumbled quietly.

"Did you say something baby,"Ron asked reaching under my skirt.

"Come on Ron let's go i'm not in the mood,"I said giving him a warm kiss.

"Alright,"Ron said understandingly.Ron was after my bestfriend forever Myia my favorite person in the world.He always seemed to understand me.And was so patient with me .

Siently we rode to our school.He was in 17 and in 12 grade.I was just a grade Ron.We had dated off and on for four years.When we arrived at school i hopped out of the car and headed for myclass room.

"Hello Everyone!"My Japanese teacher said.

"Hi Mr.Wong,"All the students repeated.

"First of all i'm going to ask you to get your math text books out,"Mr.Wong said.Just as i was about to get mine out someone threw me a note.Quickly i opened it and it said,"Hi this Mark i was just wondering if you knew that your undes where showing!

I turned around to see if they were showing and they weren't.This got me really mad becuase i soon realized that the all of the boys were laughing like hyenas.I decided i would deal with this later.I was so sick and tired of boys making fun of me.A while later it was time for lunch break and all the kids ran out.

"Hey Undes,"Mark said walking up to my locker with his buddies Nick,Sam,Josh,and Kevin.

"The names Annesliese Summer,"I said placing my hands on my hip.

"Ohh i'm sorry your HighnASS,"Mark saidimphisizing the ass part.

"Shout-up!"I screamed which got everyone staring at me like i was a crazy chicken.

"Who the hell do you think you are?"Mark asked staring at my brown eyes.

"Baby is there a problem?"Jubely Ann said running up to Mark and coldly looking at me.

"Jeez Jubely Just back off!Why the heck do you think you have to always come in the middle of my conversations!"Mark yelled at her making her get upset.

"Fine,"Jubely said acting like she was so hurt.I hated her she was such a slut it was her fault she had such a fuckin crapy boyfriend.

"This didn't seem like a conversation to me,"I said flicking my hair behind my shoulder and walking away.

"Hey i'm not finished talking to you,"Mark hollered to me.

"I don't give a hoot,'Daddy'!"I exclaimed and ran to eat lunch.