Scha woke up with two strong hands wrapped closely around her. She smiled the memory of last night – making passionate love with Zen. It was….. WOW. That’s all she could say and think of. Zen has made her felt so love and desired. He has made her feel like she’s the most beautiful woman in the world.
She looked the time and its shows 7.00 o’clock in the morning. She turned and looked at Zen whose still in the deep sleep. He must be really tired, she chuckled softly. Kissing his nose she move his hands from her body slowly as possible trying not to wake him up and walked to the bathroom.
After brushing her teeth she walked back to the room and saw an incoming e-mail signal in her phone. She eagerly opened up her mail and saw the e-mail was actually from one of her friend. Not from her online friend. She hasn’t heard anything from him since the last e-mail from him telling her that he’s going after the girl. She too hasn’t sent any e-mail to him ever since she’s with Zen. She’s been so happy being Zen’s girlfriend that she has totally forgotten about him. She smiled looking lovingly at Zen who was still in a deepm sleep. Yeah, she is so happy being his girlfriend and now his lover. Thinking about it has brought Goosebumps in her body but she loves it.
Her mind wondered back to her online friend. Has he able to convince the girl that he is the same guy? Are they dating now? Is he with the girl at the moment? Smiling she made up her mind to send him an e-mail. She’s eager to know about his love life and eager to tell him about her love life too.
She immediate turned on her laptop and start typing an e-mail to him, “Hi my dear friend. How have you been? It has been a very long time since I heard from you. How are you doing my friend? Are you still chasing after that girl? Or are you now with her? I hope you do. I hope you successfully achieved what you dreamed and wanted in your life.
I am doing fine myself. I have found the love of my life. You might not believe it but I have fallen deeply in love with my best friend. He’s the best boyfriend a girl could ever wish for. He’s exactly as I imagine what my boyfriend would be. I can’t believe myself that I have rejected his love before. I’m a stupid fool, I realized that now and I’m glad he’s not giving up on me. I’m glad he’s asked me to give him a chance to prove he’s worth it and I’m glad I’ve give him that chance. I would never ever let him go ever again. I would be a double fool if I ever did.
Well, I hope you find your love too and I hope you are as happy as I am right now. Now I really know how it feels to be love and in love. Its feel wonderful and everything around you are beautiful. I’m walking on the cloud 9 right now and I’m sure you are too.
Ok, my dear friend. I hope to hear from you soon. I missed you poems and I miss you too.
Smiling she pressed the send button. She got up from her desk intend to make breakfast for both of them. A signal from Zen’s phone suddenly went off. She jumped at the sound of it. She looked at his phone. Zen must have read his mail last night and forgot turn it off. She was shocked to see her name appeared on the screen. Huh, incoming e-mail from her? When did she send him any e-mail? She doesn’t remember sending him any.
She cast a look at Zen who was still sleeping and then back on his phone. When did she send e-mail to him? She asked herself again. Is there someone else name Scha other then her? It couldn’t be, she told herself. Her fingers itched to open up the e-mail and find out who is this Scha? Is it really her or someone else?
Nervously, she cast a look at sleeping Zen again. Her head told her to open the e-mail and read it. She gulped. It’s not right to read someone’s mail she told herself but she need to find out. Making up her mind she sat at the end of the bed and opened the mail from Zen’s phone. Her eyes when wide opened and her jaw dropped to the ground in shocked when she read the mail. It was from her. It was the e-mail she just sent just now. She looked at his e-mail address and realized that’s Mr. Anonymous e-mail address.
What?? Zen is Mr. Anonymous? She couldn’t believe herself. She tap the screen further down and saw all the e-mails she been sending to him. She taps at the “Send mail” button and found all the e-mails he has been sending to her. The last e-mail was there. God, he is Mr. Anonymous. He must be laughing behind her back all this while for being so stupid. Telling him not to give up on the girl and all this while the girl is probably her.
“Hey, baby, what are you doing?” Zen suddenly asked and kissed her shoulder making her jumped.
She stood up and looked at him. Zen saw his phone in her hand and then looked at her. Her face was red looking at him with anger, “What the meaning of this?” she asked him gritting her teeth showing the e-mails to him.
Zen looked at her in surprised. He never expected her to find out that way. He wanted to tell her the truth intended to tell her the truth, “Baby, I can explain,” he started.
“Don’t call me baby,” she sneered, “I’m not your baby. You must be laughing very hard behind my back don’t you,” she scoffed angrily.
“No, no,” he ratted, “I love you, Scha,”
She cast him an angry look, “By pretending to be someone else and make me look like a fool!!”
“I didn’t mean to do that Scha. I don’t know how to tell you my feelings before this. All those poems are meant for you. That girl in the e-mail is you. You are the one that I’ve been in love with. I’ve love you all my life and I thought by pretending to be Mr Anonymous you could fall in love with me. When I know you did, I wanted to tell you the truth about me, but Dee Dee makes me realized that I have you make you to fall in love with the real me not the other me. That’s the reason why I started give all those poems directly from me instead from him,” he explained.
“Dee Dee? She knew about this?!!” gasped Scha. “You told her!! But you didn’t tell me?!! Who else knows about this? Luna?!! The rest of the guys?!!”
“Only Dee Dee and Luna knew. I wanted to tell you. I’ve intend to tell you the truth, Scha” Zen told her.
“Oh really? When do you intend to tell me? Today? Tomorrow? Or Next year?” she scoffed again.
“I’m going to tell you today when we woke up today,” he told her sincerely. Hoping she could see that he never intend to hide it from her.
“When do you decide to tell me? Before or after we have sex?” she asked while tears started form in her eyes.
“Scha, I….” he started, but was cut off by Scha.
“I want to you to get out and leave me alone,” she told him angrily. Tears started to run down from her eyes. She felt betrayed and play-out by him.
“Scha,” he jumped from the bed and wrapped his arms around her, “Darling please,” he whispers in her ears, “Please forgive me. I didn’t mean any harm. I just want you to fall in love with me.”
She pushed him away angrily, “Don’t touch me!!” she said and gathered his clothes and throw them at him, “I mean it. I want you to leave now!!” and walked out of the room.
“Damn it!” he cursed at himself. He should have told her earlier. He shouldn’t have waited that long. He should have told her last night after they make love. Damn it, he cursed again. If only he told her last night this might not happen.
He dressed up himself and walked out from the room. Scha was standing at the window with her hands wrapped around her body. Zen walked towards her, intend to persuade her again.
“Baby,” he called her softly.
She turned and glared at him still with that angry face, “Get out Zen,” she said angrily.
“Scha, please listen to me. Let me explain,” he’s trying to reasons with her again.
“Just leave Zen!” she gritted her teeth angrily and walked toward the door, opening it wide for him.
“Scha, please,” he pleaded again.
“Get out!!!” she yelled and tears run down her face.
He cast a sad look at her and walked toward the door but stopped once he’s standing in front of it facing her, “I love Scha. Just remember that,’ he said but she turned her face away from him. She slams the door once he’s out of the door and cry her heart out.
Zen could hear her cries through the door. He felt hopeless and regret for what had happen. He didn’t expect this would happen. He expected that Scha would be happy to know that he and Mr Anonymous are the same person but instead she felt he had betrayed and play her out. Shit, Scha wouldn’t even listen to his explanation at all.
Zen knew the only thing he can do right now is to leave her alone. Give her some space to think. Maybe after she had think about it wisely and realized how much he truly loves her, she would forgive him and be come back to him. He knows and he’s going to make sure that because he’s not giving up on her. No. he would never give up on her no matter what happen. If he has to start all over again to win her heart he will definitely and willingly to do that again, as long as she be his again and remained his forever.
A/N: HEY I'M BACK... SORRY FOR THE LONG WAIT.....HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS CHAPTER... I'LL TRY TO UPDATE THE NEXT CHAPTER AS SOON AS POSSIBLE AND AS YOU KNOW THIS STORY WILL END SOON...
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