taryn will be loved

shadow's pov

me:taryn, i dont have an orciana. she reached into her bag and pulled out something wrapped in velvet. when she unwrapped it, i saw a black brand new shiny orciana. me:taryn.......i can't possibily- taryn:take it, it was my grandpa's before hedied.me: oh it looks new. taryn:it's not ive just taken such good care of it and he told me to give it to the person i care for so here.she put the orciana in my hand. she pulled out her pearl white one and put it to her lips and started playing the lullaby. me:taryn i feel like, this orciana shouldnt be in my hands. she stopped playing and looked up at me. taryn:shadow......my grandpa he wanted me to give thatto someone i cared for and i care for you with all my heart.me:but you also care for speed in that way and all your family members. taryn:shadow youdont understand, whenhe said care he meant love. me: you love- taryn: shadow, he told me these exact words " give my orciana to the one you love, care for, die for, the one that would do the same for youand makes you happy and please letthis person be very speacial to you." and with that he slipped away shadow and those words describemy feeling foryou. me:itjust doesnt feel right. taryn:shadowwhat he meant was my future mate........promise me that you'lltake good care of it shadow. me:i promiseto take care of the orcianaand you. i would die for,i love you, you make mehappy all the time and you are very speacial to me......i wrapped my arms around her waist and looked into herbright green eyes. she put her orciana to her lips and started playing. taryn:i promise the same for you shadow. me: let's get started. step by step she started showing me how to play. i was a little slow but improving. taryn: ittakes awhile to learn butyou are learningfasterthan a normal person would.me:well your my teacher and i say your pretty good one. taryn: promise me another thing..... me:hmm? taryn: keep practicing. me:i promise. taryn:i have to go to speed's baseball game. me:i'll see you soon. i pressed my lipsagainst hers. taryn:i love you. me:i love youtoo, be careful. taryn:i will. and then she was out of my grasp out the door. i looked back at the orciana andall the promisesthat were held in it.......