I woke up and I rolled back over on my side and Sassy
swatted at me. "No I'm not getting up." I mumbled and I pulled
the covers over my head and Sassy attacked me. I didn't move I
stayed under the covers until I heard "Caylee?" Grandma asked
"Hmm?" I asked "Are you okay?" She asked and I slowly sat up and
Sassy attacked my foot and I rolled my eyes. "Caylee-bug you
can't hide from today." Grandma said "I know. I know." I said
"Then get up and let's enjoy today." Grandma Mary said "Alright
thanks Grandma." I said and I slowly got out of bed and Sassy
went nuts attacking me and I smiled at her. I took a shower and
wore my favorite denim shorts and my dance forever shirt and I
applied my make up and I left my hair down, we were all meeting
tonight at five in the yard for the big cook out.
Ashton knocked on the door along with Savannah,
""Breakfast is served!" Grandma said and we all sat together and
I smiled at Ashton, I was trying so hard to be strong today.
"What's on the menu this morning?" Grandma asked "Well what do
you have planned?" I asked "Well I'm going to go shopping for
some last minute items." Grandma said "Do you want us to go?" I
asked wanting to spend more time with Grandma "No you guys
should spend time with your lovers." Grandma said and I nodded
"Okay Grandma." I said and she smiled at me. After she finished
her breakfast she went ahead and left "Well we're off." Liam said
"Have fun, see you tonight." I said and he smiled at me "Caylee?"
Ashton asked me I didn't want to look him in the eye "I'm fine."
I said already knowing what he was going to ask. "What do you
want to do today?" Ashon asked me "How about we go sight-seeing,
you show me around." I said and Ashton smiled at me.
We pulled up to the beach and I grabbed the blanket and
basket, we walked up to the top of the hill into our secret place
and I laid the blanket down and I laid down on the blanket and
looked at the waves, I had my bathing suit on under my clothes.
"Let's go in." Ashton said when he came with the drinks and I
smiled at him "Are you sure?" I asked "Yeah." Ashton said and I
slipped my shorts off and I could feel Ashton's eyes on me and I
wiggled my hips a little bit to tease him. I took my tank top off
and I pulled my hair back and I smiled at Ashton who had that
look in his eye. Ashton took his shirt off and we went into the
water and Ashton held my hand when the wave came. We went deeper
into the water and Ashton pulled me close to him where we're
touching."I"m going to miss this." I said wrapping my arms around
Ashton's neck and he kissed my lips softly. A wave came and I
smiled at him and he kissed my lips again. I kissed his lips
softly, wrapping my legs around his waist and he held his arms
around my back keeping me closer to him.
We ended up making out and Ashton carried me to the blanket
and he laid me down and he began kissing my lips softly, kissing
my neck, kissing my ear, kissing my stomach, kissing my lips
softly. "I love you." Ashton said "I love you too." I said and
Ashton began kissing my lips again and our tongues met and I
began rubbing my hands up Ashton's back. We ended up doing
something I never thought would happened. We didn't make it to
all the way but we got pretty close to having sex. "I think we
should go back in the water." I said "Yeah." Ashton said but we
ended up not getting up, I lost my virginity to the guy that I
want to spend the rest of my life with. On a beach with nobody
else around. "I love you." I said when I was in Ashton's arms, "I
love you too." I said, we made sure that he had a condom on. We
went back into the water and I stayed in Ashton's arms the whole
time. We ended up eating our lunch and then going home because we
needed to get ready, I'm positive I won't get pregnant.
I kissed Ashton good-bye when we pulled up to the house and I
went in and I took a shower, Grandma and Liam were home already.
I wasn't going to talk to anybody right now because I was scared
it would slip out. I got out of the shower and I wore my white
sundress with my sandals and I left my hair alone and I fixed my
makeup, I went downstairs with the necklace "Grandma I have
something for you." I said "Caylee, you didn't have to get me
anything." Grandma said "I know but I wanted to." I said and when
she smiled at me "I love this." She said hugging me and I put it
on Grandma and I smiled at her. "Let's go set up." Grandma said
and I smiled at her as we went outside.
I can't believe I just lost my virginity to Caylee, I mean I
wanted that to happen but I can't believe we did that on the
beach. Caylee was perfect and I love her. I took a shower and I
wore my decent jeans and a button down shirt and I smiled at
myself in the mirror. I went downstairs and Aunt Alice smiled
"Are you ready to head out?" She asked us "Yes ma'am." I said we
were taking Hoss with us. I went up to Caylee and I wrapped my
arms around her waist "Hey there beautiful." I said "Hey sexy."
Caylee said smiling at me and kissing my cheek. All of their
family started arriving, our friends will start showing up soon.
Ashton's and Caylee's Pov:
Caylee smiled at everybody when they all arrived and
Ashton wouldn't really leave Caylee's side because of tonight
being their last night together. "I wanted to thank you all for
coming. It means a lot to Liam & I." Caylee said and
everybody clapped "I enjoyed getting to know everybody and I
can't wait to come back again." Caylee said and everybody smiled
at her. The party went good, everybody had fun and Caylee's
friend had to leave "I'm glad I got to know you all." Caylee said
to Olivia, Hannah, Alexa, and Morgan. When they left Caylee
smiled at Allie and hugged her "I had fun at dance with you. We
need to keep in touch." Caylee said "Yeah we do." Allie said
hugging her good-bye and Allie smiled at Caylee. They said
good-bye to their family and Caylee smiled at everybody when they
After we cleaned up and Ashton and their family went inside
Grandma Mary looked at us "Caylee and Liam we need to talk."
Grandma said and we went inside to the table all around the
table. "What is it Grandma?" I asked her "Well, I'm dying."
Grandma said "What?" I asked "Grandma?" Liam asked Grandma "I
have cancer, I'm not supposed to have much longer." Grandma said
"Is this some kind of sick joke?" I asked "No honey, I knew in
April. That's why I wanted you kids here." Grandma said "So we
could watch you die?" I asked "No so I could see you guys enjoy
your summer, your first free summer." Grandma said "I can't
believe you lied to us all summer. I asked if you were okay!" I
said and before Grandma could say anything I ran outside and was
greeted by a hug. "You knew?!" I demanded because why else would
Ashton be outside? "It wasn't my place to tell you." Ashton said
holding me tighter as I cried "But you let me spend more time
with you than with my Grandmother." I sobbed and Ashton held me
in his arms.
Ashton wiped my tears and he kissed my lips softly "I love
you." Ashton said "I love you too." I said and he turned me
around and I went inside and I hugged Grandma "I'm sorry
Grandma." I said and she held me tight. "Don't be, I did this to
protect you." Grandma said and I just hugged her as much as I
can. "Honey, we have to get up at two." Grandma said "Okay
Grandma. I love you." I said "I love you too." She said and I
went to bed and held Sassy as long as I could and I sobbed, I'm
hoping Grandma can make it, she can pull through the cancer.
Knowing that isn't the case and I kissed Sassy, she's beautiful.