I woke up and I rolled back over on my side and Sassy swatted at me. "No I'm not getting up." I mumbled and I pulled the covers over my head and Sassy attacked me. I didn't move I stayed under the covers until I heard "Caylee?" Grandma asked "Hmm?" I asked "Are you okay?" She asked and I slowly sat up and Sassy attacked my foot and I rolled my eyes. "Caylee-bug you can't hide from today." Grandma said "I know. I know." I said "Then get up and let's enjoy today." Grandma Mary said "Alright thanks Grandma." I said and I slowly got out of bed and Sassy went nuts attacking me and I smiled at her. I took a shower and wore my favorite denim shorts and my dance forever shirt and I applied my make up and I left my hair down, we were all meeting tonight at five in the yard for the big cook out.
Ashton knocked on the door along with Savannah, ""Breakfast is served!" Grandma said and we all sat together and I smiled at Ashton, I was trying so hard to be strong today. "What's on the menu this morning?" Grandma asked "Well what do you have planned?" I asked "Well I'm going to go shopping for some last minute items." Grandma said "Do you want us to go?" I asked wanting to spend more time with Grandma "No you guys should spend time with your lovers." Grandma said and I nodded "Okay Grandma." I said and she smiled at me. After she finished her breakfast she went ahead and left "Well we're off." Liam said "Have fun, see you tonight." I said and he smiled at me "Caylee?" Ashton asked me I didn't want to look him in the eye "I'm fine." I said already knowing what he was going to ask. "What do you want to do today?" Ashon asked me "How about we go sight-seeing, you show me around." I said and Ashton smiled at me.
We pulled up to the beach and I grabbed the blanket and basket, we walked up to the top of the hill into our secret place and I laid the blanket down and I laid down on the blanket and looked at the waves, I had my bathing suit on under my clothes. "Let's go in." Ashton said when he came with the drinks and I smiled at him "Are you sure?" I asked "Yeah." Ashton said and I slipped my shorts off and I could feel Ashton's eyes on me and I wiggled my hips a little bit to tease him. I took my tank top off and I pulled my hair back and I smiled at Ashton who had that look in his eye. Ashton took his shirt off and we went into the water and Ashton held my hand when the wave came. We went deeper into the water and Ashton pulled me close to him where we're touching."I"m going to miss this." I said wrapping my arms around Ashton's neck and he kissed my lips softly. A wave came and I smiled at him and he kissed my lips again. I kissed his lips softly, wrapping my legs around his waist and he held his arms around my back keeping me closer to him.
We ended up making out and Ashton carried me to the blanket and he laid me down and he began kissing my lips softly, kissing my neck, kissing my ear, kissing my stomach, kissing my lips softly. "I love you." Ashton said "I love you too." I said and Ashton began kissing my lips again and our tongues met and I began rubbing my hands up Ashton's back. We ended up doing something I never thought would happened. We didn't make it to all the way but we got pretty close to having sex. "I think we should go back in the water." I said "Yeah." Ashton said but we ended up not getting up, I lost my virginity to the guy that I want to spend the rest of my life with. On a beach with nobody else around. "I love you." I said when I was in Ashton's arms, "I love you too." I said, we made sure that he had a condom on. We went back into the water and I stayed in Ashton's arms the whole time. We ended up eating our lunch and then going home because we needed to get ready, I'm positive I won't get pregnant.
I kissed Ashton good-bye when we pulled up to the house and I went in and I took a shower, Grandma and Liam were home already. I wasn't going to talk to anybody right now because I was scared it would slip out. I got out of the shower and I wore my white sundress with my sandals and I left my hair alone and I fixed my makeup, I went downstairs with the necklace "Grandma I have something for you." I said "Caylee, you didn't have to get me anything." Grandma said "I know but I wanted to." I said and when she smiled at me "I love this." She said hugging me and I put it on Grandma and I smiled at her. "Let's go set up." Grandma said and I smiled at her as we went outside.
I can't believe I just lost my virginity to Caylee, I mean I wanted that to happen but I can't believe we did that on the beach. Caylee was perfect and I love her. I took a shower and I wore my decent jeans and a button down shirt and I smiled at myself in the mirror. I went downstairs and Aunt Alice smiled "Are you ready to head out?" She asked us "Yes ma'am." I said we were taking Hoss with us. I went up to Caylee and I wrapped my arms around her waist "Hey there beautiful." I said "Hey sexy." Caylee said smiling at me and kissing my cheek. All of their family started arriving, our friends will start showing up soon.
Ashton's and Caylee's Pov:
Caylee smiled at everybody when they all arrived and Ashton wouldn't really leave Caylee's side because of tonight being their last night together. "I wanted to thank you all for coming. It means a lot to Liam & I." Caylee said and everybody clapped "I enjoyed getting to know everybody and I can't wait to come back again." Caylee said and everybody smiled at her. The party went good, everybody had fun and Caylee's friend had to leave "I'm glad I got to know you all." Caylee said to Olivia, Hannah, Alexa, and Morgan. When they left Caylee smiled at Allie and hugged her "I had fun at dance with you. We need to keep in touch." Caylee said "Yeah we do." Allie said hugging her good-bye and Allie smiled at Caylee. They said good-bye to their family and Caylee smiled at everybody when they said good-bye.
After we cleaned up and Ashton and their family went inside Grandma Mary looked at us "Caylee and Liam we need to talk." Grandma said and we went inside to the table all around the table. "What is it Grandma?" I asked her "Well, I'm dying." Grandma said "What?" I asked "Grandma?" Liam asked Grandma "I have cancer, I'm not supposed to have much longer." Grandma said "Is this some kind of sick joke?" I asked "No honey, I knew in April. That's why I wanted you kids here." Grandma said "So we could watch you die?" I asked "No so I could see you guys enjoy your summer, your first free summer." Grandma said "I can't believe you lied to us all summer. I asked if you were okay!" I said and before Grandma could say anything I ran outside and was greeted by a hug. "You knew?!" I demanded because why else would Ashton be outside? "It wasn't my place to tell you." Ashton said holding me tighter as I cried "But you let me spend more time with you than with my Grandmother." I sobbed and Ashton held me in his arms.
Ashton wiped my tears and he kissed my lips softly "I love you." Ashton said "I love you too." I said and he turned me around and I went inside and I hugged Grandma "I'm sorry Grandma." I said and she held me tight. "Don't be, I did this to protect you." Grandma said and I just hugged her as much as I can. "Honey, we have to get up at two." Grandma said "Okay Grandma. I love you." I said "I love you too." She said and I went to bed and held Sassy as long as I could and I sobbed, I'm hoping Grandma can make it, she can pull through the cancer. Knowing that isn't the case and I kissed Sassy, she's beautiful.