After I got to Ashton's house, I kissed him good-bye and I decided to just go. I couldn't take being at his house, with his family any longer. I got in my car and instead of going home I just went to the beach, it was around the sunsetting time so I walked to one of the higher part of the beach and I sat down and I just started crying. Reality hit me tonight with Ashton that he was going home in a few days and I'm not ready to say good-bye.I laid down and looked up at the sunset and I just couldn't hold back the tears anymore. This is exactly why I didn't want to fall in love, I didn't want to get my heart broken. I wiped away my tears and I stared up at the sunset and the waves crashing. I know I need to be strong, but I'm afraid I will never see him again and I know that is silly.
"Cay?" I heard a voice from behind me, it wasn't Ashton because it was a female voice. I turned around and smiled at Lauren, she slowly sat down and hugged me. "Everything will be okay Cay-Cay." Lauren said and I smiled at her. I sure hope she is right.
"I hope so Lauren. I'm just really worried about Ashton." I said and she smiled at me and rolled her eyes.
"Caylee-Bear, Ashton is nuts about you." Lauren said smiling at me and she rubbed her stomach. "Just becareful. You don't want to end up like me. Dancing is your life." Lauren said.
"You're 10 weeks going on 11 weeks pregnant. It's not the end of the world." I said and Lauren rolled her eyes at me.
"My mother doesn't want me at home, my father doesn't care. My baby's father isn't in my life. I have to give up dancing." Lauren said and I smiled at her. "I know you and your family are here for me but I feel bad about that." Lauren said.
"Don't you ever feel bad about it Laur. You are always welcome. We're excited about this baby too!" I said and Lauren smiled at me "Let's go home." I said and Lauren followed me. She walked here so she rode with me home and Sassy and Sam was really excited to see me home. Ashton texted me: My lovely father won't let me get out of tomorrow or the 25th. Me: That's okay. Family is important baby. We still have your going away party. Ashton: It's not the same baby. Can you come sneak over here tomorrow night? Is he seriously asking me to risk being grounded for him? Me: I will be there around midnight. Lauren smiled at me, I guess she saw my texts and I smiled at her. "Don't tell." I said and she smiled "don't do anything I would do." Lauren said and I smiled at her. "We have ten more weeks until you find out the sex!" I said and Lauren smiled at me "Trust me I am too." Lauren said and I smiled at her. I picked up Sassy and Sam and Lauren followed me up to our room and I shut the door.
"I'm not ready to begin our senior year." I said and Lauren smiled at me "We begin in five days Cay. We need to be ready." Lauren said and I smiled at her. "I know but in four days my boyfriend is going to be gone. I won't see him until his Graduation." I said and Lauren smiled at me, "Cay it's a scary year for both of us. You have to do your best to get into Juillard, and I have to prepare to become a mom. A mom at 18." Lauren said and I smiled at her "I know, and you will be a good mommy." I said and she smiled at me. "Thank you. And you are an incredible dancer who should never give her dancing dream." Lauren said "I'm going to get pregnant in the future when I'm married." I said "Save it until your dancing dream is almost over." Lauren said and I giggled. "I promise." I said and Lauren giggled. "Let's get some sleep." She said and I smiled.
It's now the 24th and I had just got done spending the whole entire day with my dad's side of the family at a cook out. Not a fun day. Bella wouldn't leave my side so I had to take care of her and I wasn't allowed to have my phone with me. Once I got home I saw that I had five texts from Caylee, from Aunt Alice, Savannah, and then one from my mom even. Caylee was still planning on sneaking over tonight. I really want to enjoy spending time with her. I went to "bed" at eleven and then I made sure I was wearing something decent for when I see Caylee. I was going to silently go downstairs when everybody was in bed. Right now my dad and Sarah are the only one up and they normally go to bed at 11:30 so I will have plenty of time to go outside and be there when Caylee pulls up. I went outside at 11:50 and Caylee pulled up to he sidewalk away from the house and I sneak out and I slid into her car and I kissed her lips softly.
Ashton's and Caylee's Pov:
When Caylee pulled away Ashton held Caylee's hand and smiled at her. "I can't believe we just snuck out." Ashton told Caylee and she smiled at him. Caylee pulled up to Denny's and they walked inside with Ashton holding Caylee's hand the whole time. They sat across from each other and they ordered. "So you leave in two days." Caylee said softly "I do, and we begin school in three days." Ashton said "Yeah. I'm going to miss you." Caylee said and Ashton smiled "We will have Skype dates, phone dates, and there's Spring break and then Graduation." Ashton said and Caylee looked at him "That's not the same." Caylee said and Ashton nodded, they know it wouldn't be the same once Ashton leaves soon.
"I love you so much Ashton. I'm going to miss you." Caylee said and Ashton smiled "I love you too very much." Ashton said and Caylee smiled at him.
After they ate dinner they went to the beach and Caylee led Ashton to the water. "We're Seniors. We need to do something crazy." Caylee said and Ashton smiled at Caylee "What do you want to do?" Ashton asked and Caylee looked at him and then at the water. "Are you serious?" Ashton asked and Caylee said and Ashton smiled at him. Ashton watched as Caylee slid off her skirt by wiggling her hips, and then took off her shirt slowly and Ashton pulled Caylee closer to her. Caylee watched Ashton stripped and then Caylee ran into the water and Ashton followed her and he smiled at her. The wave came and Caylee pulled herself closer to Ashton and he smiled at her. "I love you Caylee." Ashton said when he kissed her lips softly "I love you too." Caylee said. They enjoyed their time in the water and then they got dressed. "Look at your phone, what time is it?" Caylee asked when she pulled her shirt on "It's three o'clock." Ashton said "We still have about an hour baby." Caylee said and Ashotn smiled at her.They spent the next hour just talking and making out having fun. Caylee coasted up to his house and he slid out and he snuck back in without ever being noticed that he was gone.
I snuck back in and I smiled at myself. I didn't get caught! I looked at myself in the mirror and rolled my eyes, my makeup was messed up and my hair was all curly and it had a ton of salt in it. I went into my bedroom and Sassy and Sam were curled up on my bed and I rolled my eyes at them. Lauren was on her left side facing the door and she slowly opened her eyes and smiled at me. "How did it go you wild thing?" Lauren asked me and I giggled at her and I rolled my eyes at her. "Tell me!" Lauren said and I changed into my dance shorts and a tank top "It went good ,we went to Denny's and then we went skinny dipping." I said and Lauren stared at me all wide eyed like and giggled at me. "You naughty girl." Lauren said and I smiled at her and she giggled. "I'm glad you had fun." Lauren said "I'm not, it's the 25th now. So basically tomorrow is the last day." I said "Well Cay think about the positive in this, you two are going strong Caylee-bug." Lauren said and I smiled at her, she was right.