After I got to Ashton's house, I kissed him good-bye and I
decided to just go. I couldn't take being at his house, with his
family any longer. I got in my car and instead of going home I
just went to the beach, it was around the sunsetting time so I
walked to one of the higher part of the beach and I sat down and
I just started crying. Reality hit me tonight with Ashton that he
was going home in a few days and I'm not ready to say good-bye.I
laid down and looked up at the sunset and I just couldn't hold
back the tears anymore. This is exactly why I didn't want to fall
in love, I didn't want to get my heart broken. I wiped away my
tears and I stared up at the sunset and the waves crashing. I
know I need to be strong, but I'm afraid I will never see him
again and I know that is silly.
"Cay?" I heard a voice from behind me, it wasn't Ashton
because it was a female voice. I turned around and smiled at
Lauren, she slowly sat down and hugged me. "Everything will be
okay Cay-Cay." Lauren said and I smiled at her. I sure hope she
"I hope so Lauren. I'm just really worried about Ashton." I said
and she smiled at me and rolled her eyes.
"Caylee-Bear, Ashton is nuts about you." Lauren said smiling at
me and she rubbed her stomach. "Just becareful. You don't want to
end up like me. Dancing is your life." Lauren said.
"You're 10 weeks going on 11 weeks pregnant. It's not the end of
the world." I said and Lauren rolled her eyes at me.
"My mother doesn't want me at home, my father doesn't care.
My baby's father isn't in my life. I have to give up dancing."
Lauren said and I smiled at her. "I know you and your family are
here for me but I feel bad about that." Lauren said.
"Don't you ever feel bad about it Laur. You are always welcome.
We're excited about this baby too!" I said and Lauren smiled at
me "Let's go home." I said and Lauren followed me. She walked
here so she rode with me home and Sassy and Sam was really
excited to see me home. Ashton texted me: My lovely father
won't let me get out of tomorrow or the 25th. Me: That's okay.
Family is important baby. We still have your going away party.
Ashton: It's not the same baby. Can you come sneak over here
tomorrow night? Is he seriously asking me to risk being grounded
for him? Me: I will be there around midnight. Lauren smiled at
me, I guess she saw my texts and I smiled at her. "Don't tell."
I said and she smiled "don't do anything I would do." Lauren said
and I smiled at her. "We have ten more weeks until you find out
the sex!" I said and Lauren smiled at me "Trust me I am too."
Lauren said and I smiled at her. I picked up Sassy and Sam and
Lauren followed me up to our room and I shut the door.
"I'm not ready to begin our senior year." I said and
Lauren smiled at me "We begin in five days Cay. We need to be
ready." Lauren said and I smiled at her. "I know but in four days
my boyfriend is going to be gone. I won't see him until his
Graduation." I said and Lauren smiled at me, "Cay it's a scary
year for both of us. You have to do your best to get into
Juillard, and I have to prepare to become a mom. A mom at 18."
Lauren said and I smiled at her "I know, and you will be a good
mommy." I said and she smiled at me. "Thank you. And you are an
incredible dancer who should never give her dancing dream."
Lauren said "I'm going to get pregnant in the future when I'm
married." I said "Save it until your dancing dream is almost
over." Lauren said and I giggled. "I promise." I said and Lauren
giggled. "Let's get some sleep." She said and I smiled.
It's now the 24th and I had just got done spending the whole
entire day with my dad's side of the family at a cook out. Not a
fun day. Bella wouldn't leave my side so I had to take care of
her and I wasn't allowed to have my phone with me. Once I got
home I saw that I had five texts from Caylee, from Aunt Alice,
Savannah, and then one from my mom even. Caylee was still
planning on sneaking over tonight. I really want to enjoy
spending time with her. I went to "bed" at eleven and then I made
sure I was wearing something decent for when I see Caylee. I was
going to silently go downstairs when everybody was in bed. Right
now my dad and Sarah are the only one up and they normally go to
bed at 11:30 so I will have plenty of time to go outside and be
there when Caylee pulls up. I went outside at 11:50 and Caylee
pulled up to he sidewalk away from the house and I sneak out and
I slid into her car and I kissed her lips softly.
Ashton's and Caylee's Pov:
When Caylee pulled away Ashton held Caylee's hand and smiled
at her. "I can't believe we just snuck out." Ashton told Caylee
and she smiled at him. Caylee pulled up to Denny's and they
walked inside with Ashton holding Caylee's hand the whole time.
They sat across from each other and they ordered. "So you leave
in two days." Caylee said softly "I do, and we begin school in
three days." Ashton said "Yeah. I'm going to miss you." Caylee
said and Ashton smiled "We will have Skype dates, phone dates,
and there's Spring break and then Graduation." Ashton said and
Caylee looked at him "That's not the same." Caylee said and
Ashton nodded, they know it wouldn't be the same once Ashton
"I love you so much Ashton. I'm going to miss you." Caylee said
and Ashton smiled "I love you too very much." Ashton said and
Caylee smiled at him.
After they ate dinner they went to the beach and Caylee led
Ashton to the water. "We're Seniors. We need to do something
crazy." Caylee said and Ashton smiled at Caylee "What do you want
to do?" Ashton asked and Caylee looked at him and then at the
water. "Are you serious?" Ashton asked and Caylee said and Ashton
smiled at him. Ashton watched as Caylee slid off her skirt by
wiggling her hips, and then took off her shirt slowly and Ashton
pulled Caylee closer to her. Caylee watched Ashton stripped and
then Caylee ran into the water and Ashton followed her and he
smiled at her. The wave came and Caylee pulled herself closer to
Ashton and he smiled at her. "I love you Caylee." Ashton said
when he kissed her lips softly "I love you too." Caylee said.
They enjoyed their time in the water and then they got dressed.
"Look at your phone, what time is it?" Caylee asked when she
pulled her shirt on "It's three o'clock." Ashton said "We still
have about an hour baby." Caylee said and Ashotn smiled at
her.They spent the next hour just talking and making out having
fun. Caylee coasted up to his house and he slid out and he snuck
back in without ever being noticed that he was gone.
I snuck back in and I smiled at myself. I didn't get caught!
I looked at myself in the mirror and rolled my eyes, my makeup
was messed up and my hair was all curly and it had a ton of salt
in it. I went into my bedroom and Sassy and Sam were curled up on
my bed and I rolled my eyes at them. Lauren was on her left side
facing the door and she slowly opened her eyes and smiled at me.
"How did it go you wild thing?" Lauren asked me and I giggled at
her and I rolled my eyes at her. "Tell me!" Lauren said and I
changed into my dance shorts and a tank top "It went good ,we
went to Denny's and then we went skinny dipping." I said and
Lauren stared at me all wide eyed like and giggled at me. "You
naughty girl." Lauren said and I smiled at her and she giggled.
"I'm glad you had fun." Lauren said "I'm not, it's the 25th now.
So basically tomorrow is the last day." I said "Well Cay think
about the positive in this, you two are going strong Caylee-bug."
Lauren said and I smiled at her, she was right.