After saying good-bye to my family and Caylee I go up to the
front of security, I hand the guard my ticket and my ID and then
I go into line and I take my shoes off and everything out of my
pockets and bag. After I go through the security I get my shoes
back on and everything back in my bag and then I go to find my
gate. Yes I'm excited about going back home, I get to see Hoss,
Savannah, my mom and them but then I'm leaving the love of my
life. I sit down at my gate number and I pull my Ipod out and I
begin playing the music. I miss Caylee already and she just left,
I hate saying good-byes and I know Caylee feels the same way as I
do or it would be easier on both of us. A girl my age sits beside
me "I'm not looking forward to the flight." She said "How come?"
I asked "I get nervous." She said "What's your seat number?" I
asked "14C, yours?" She asked "Oh mine is 14b." I said "So we're
seat buddies." She said flashing me a smile. She's average
height, brown eyes and then brown hair, she's tan.
"I'm Chelsea." She said "I'm Ashton." I said "Were you here
for Christmas Break?" Chelsea asked me "Yeah." I said "I was
visiting my mom, I live with my dad." Chelsea said "I was
visiting my dad." I said and she smiled at me "Please tell me you
don't have a girlfriend?" Chelsea asked "I'm sorry, I do have a
girlfriend." I said "Man, I'm never lucky." Chelsea said "What do
you mean?" I asked "My ex-boyfriend left me when he found out I
was pregnant." Chelsea said "You don't look it it." I said "Aw
thank you, you also aren't looking very well." Chelsea said
and I gave her a look. She stood up and she was right, she's
about Lauren's size. "I'm sorry. You seem like a great girl." I
said "I am, my parents didn't want me to keep it." Chelsea said
"What are you having?" I asked "A boy. Kyle Jacob." Chelsea said
"That's a good name." I said "Do you know any single girls who
are pregnant?" Chelsea asked me "My girlfriend's best friend was
a single pregnant girl but she found a guy." I said "I wish I was
that lucky." Chelsea said "You will be. I can be your friend." I
said "Thanks. Your girlfriend is a very lucky girl." Chelsea said
and I smiled at her.
I stayed by Chelsea's side during the whole flight and then
the layover and then our last plane ride. I was like her best
friend, I was being protective over her. I didn't want to make
her feel bad, I didn't trust these people. She's 18 yeah, but
she's so fraigle. Her family doesn't want her to keep her son,
she's 29 weeks along. "Do you have someone picking you up?" I
asked Chelsea when we were landing "No." Chelsea said "I'm sure
my family won't mind." I said "Are you sure? I can find a way
home." Chelsea said "no. Don't worry." I said and she flashed me
a smile. When we landed I got my bag and turned my phone on. I
texted Caylee and then I stepped into the tunnel, Chelsea was by
my side. I saw Aunt Alice and Uncle Carl and they smiled at me,
Savannah was home. "Hey do you mind giving my friend Chelsea a
ride home?" I asked and one look at Chelsea and Aunt Alice
After talking to her on the way home and realizing Chelsea has
no support what so ever I could tell Aunt Alice's heart was
breaking, she likes helping people and taking people in. "Chelsea
do you have any baby supply?" Aunt Alice asked her "No ma'am I
don't." Chelsea said "I know I'm a stranger, but you are always
welcome at our place. I can help you out." Aunt Alice said "thank
you ma'am." She said "Give Ashton your number, I'm sure he will
give you his and you let us know." Aunt Alice said and Chelsea
smiled "Thank you ma'am." Chelsea said and Uncle Carl pulled up
to her house and I walked her and her bag up to her door. "Thank
you so much. I will get in contact." Chelsea said and I smiled at
her. I went back to my car and Aunt Alice was quiet a few minutes
"I don't trust her being there." She said finally "I'm worried
too." I said and Uncle Carl looked at me "After school tomorrow
you come back here." He said "Yes sir." I said.
After I left the airport I was shaky but I knew I would calm
down. I walked to my car and I got in. I put the music on and I
put my car in gear and I was on my way home. I knew I had to face
myself, I had to go into my room today. I couldn't put it off any
longer. I went home and I walked inside Jason, Sophia and Maddie
were over. "My Maddie girl!" I said and Sophia smiled at me "Care
to have help in your room?" Sophia asked me "Please?" I asked
Jason was helping Liam with a project he should have already had
done by now. Maddie was in a bouncer my mom bought and she was
asleep so it was safe to leave. "Are you sure you can handle
this? I don't want to hear about you sleeping on the couch and
avoiding your room for ages." Sophia said and I flashed her a
smile "Yes I'm ready." I said and she smiled at me.
We walked up to my room and I looked inside Sassy and Sam
were on my bed sleeping. Sam put her head up to look at me and I
slowly walked in or was given a gentle push by Sophia. "See you
are doing it. Let's move your bed in the spot where it was."
Sophia said and we did so, it took us about half an hour to get
my room how it used to be. "Are you sure you are fine?" Sophia
asked me "I'm happy for Lauren. I really am. But it felt nice
having a roommate, another girl in my house." I said "I'm always
here for you. You can always spend the night with us. Lauren is
like your sister I know." Sophia said and I smiled at her "I'm
worried." I said "You won't be able to see her like you did, but
you two will still be close." Sophia said and I smiled at her "I
sure hope so." I said and Sophia smiled at me, I knew she was
right I just didn't want to admit it.
Sophia and Jason wanted to go out so I was baby-sitting Maddie
tonight for them, it was around six when they left. Maddie is now
almost four months old so she is getting a little bit more active
now. Maddie and I were in my room on my bed this time, Sam was up
here with us. Maddie was sitting in the bed that Sam made for
her. "You are such a pretty girl! My pretty little niece!" I said
and Maddie gave me a small baby smile. "I love you!" I said and
Maddie gave me her baby smile. Sam was laying there letting
Maddie use her as support, Sassy was curling up with Maddie and
purring up against her. Lauren sent me text: Lauren: I'm off
tomorrow since it's the first day back. Care to come over? I miss
you. I mean I'm almost 29 weeks! Me:Sure. I miss you too! I am in
my room finally!
Around eight I got a text from Ashton: Off the plane now.
Will call when I get home. I love you I smiled at my phone, I was
still baby-sitting Maddie. My "Hannah" was in her toy crib
sleeping. I feel like I have an A in this class, it's been tough
but still good. Our final in this class is January 8th and then
we begin our second semester the 14th, we have four finals that
week and then we have a day off. Maddie was asleep now and I was
working on my dance routine but no music playing because I didn't
want to wake Maddie up. "You are doing a great job!" Sophia said
and I jumped out of being scared "Sorry." Sophia said giggling at
me "You're fine." I said "Maddie was an angel." I said "Always."
Sophia said and I smiled at her she was right.
Ashton's and Caylee's Pov:
Ashton called Caylee around 11:20 when he got home "Hey
baby." Ashton said and Caylee could instantly tell he was upset
"What's wrong?" Caylee asked "there was this girl on my flight.
Chelsea is her name. She's our age. She's 29 weeks pregnant with
a boy, and her parents aren't supportive." Ashton said "I'm sorry
baby. What are you going to do?" Caylee asked "Aunt Alice wants
to help her out, and so do I." Ashton said "As should you."
Caylee said "I do baby. I want to make her feel better and safe.
She doesn't seem like she is safe." Asthon said "Do what you have
to do baby. She seems like a great girl." Caylee said and Ashton
laughed "I agree baby." Ashton said and Caylee smiled "I'm in my
room now too baby. Sophia helped me." Caylee said "That's great."
Ashton said "I love you." Caylee said "I love you too." Ashton
said. "I miss you baby. You have just left but it feels like
forever." Caylee said "I miss you too baby." Ashton said they
ended up getting off the phone around midnight.