My Maddie girl had a rough night which means I had a rough
night. Maddie woke up at midnight, I wasn't asleep yet. I wasn't
able to fall asleep, and now I knew I wasn't going to be. Maddie
is teething, I gave Maddie a teething ring and then I held her
until she fell asleep. Maddie woke me up at two am, she wanted to
be fed. I fixed her bottle and after she ate it, she fell asleep
in my arms. Maddie woke me up at four am, so I changed her diaper
which is what she needed and I held her while she fell back
asleep. Maddie woke me up crying at the top of her lungs at six
am, "no more sleep." I said and I picked her up, Maddie didn't
neex to be fed or changed, she just wanted attention. I was
rocking Maddie and she didn't fall asleep so I put Maddie in her
stroller, I put a blanket over her and changed into some work out
Maddie and I got home around seven thirty and Maddie was
asleep finally. I made me a cup of coffee and then a bowl of
cereal. I took a shower with Maddie in her seat and I kept
peaking on her every couple of minutes to make sure she was still
asleep. I changed into my denim shorts and then I wore my Dance
tanktop, I brushed my hair and left it down. I applied my make
up, and then I gently picked Maddie up. I changed her diaper and
then I put her into a cute little dress with a headband. I sent
Ashton a text to let him know I was up and he said we would be
leaving around nine so I still an hour left. I fed Maddie which
she loved her bottle and then I fed her some baby food. I put
Maddie down on the floor so she could crawl around.
Lauren and Anderson came home "Hey, I hate to ask this. I
know have plans, and you're baby-sitting. But can you baby-sit
Hope? Anderson sister invited us to go somewhere and we can't
take Hope." Lauren said "sure." I said it was June 16th so Hope
is now three months old. "Thanks, I love you. I owe you." Lauren
said and she left her diaper bag and stroller and then she left.
I texted Ashton again: Hope is tagging along. Sorry. I love you.
I smiled at Hope who was just hanging out in her little swing,
Maddie was crawling around until she found Sam was content
playing with Sam's tail. Maddie is now nine months old and I love
her to death.
I slept good throughout the night and now it's six thirty, I
went on a jog with Hoss and then I went back to the house. Before
I got in the shower Caylee texted to let me know that she was up.
I took a shower and then I changed into some decent clothes and
then Caylee texted me saying Hope was tagging along. I went
downstairs and Aunt Alice was up, actually everybody was up.
"Morning Ash." Chelsea said "Morning. Morning Little Man." I said
Kyle was waiting on Chelsea to fix his bottle. "What are you kids
doing today?" Uncle Carl asked "Kyle and I are going over to
Caleb's he's leaving tonight for the week. Connor is spending the
week with his mom this coming up week. " Chelsea said and I
smiled at her "Savannah?" Uncle Carl asked "Well daddy, dance
class this morning. And then Liam and I are hanging out. If
that's okay?" Savannah asked and he nodded.
"Caylee and I are going to mom's." I said "Isn't she
baby-sitting?" Aunt Alice asked "Maddie and Hope." I said "I love
Hope. She's adorable." Aunt Alice said "She is, what about you
guys?" I asked "We're spending the day at the beach." Aunt
Alice said "Sounds like fun." I said and Aunt Alice smiled at me
"Yeah, girls let's go get ready." Aunt Alice said and I smiled at
them "Bye girls." I said and they smiled "Bye Chels." I said "Bye
Ash." She said and I walked outside and went over to Caylee's.
"Hey baby." I said "Hey." Caylee said and I kissed her lips
softly "I'm almost ready to go, can you put Maddie in her car
seat?" Caylee asked "Yes." I said picking up Maddie who gigled at
me, I put Maddie in her car seat and then I watched as Caylee put
Hope in hers and grabbed the diaper bags. I put Maddie in her
spot in the car and then I loaded up the strollers for her.
Ashton's and Caylee's Pov:
Caylee got in the passegner seat and Ashton got in the driver
seat. "I love your car baby." Ashton said "It's been a pretty
good car." Caylee said and Ashton smiled "Everybody is excited to
see you." Ashton said "Good. I can't believe Emma is a year old
now." Caylee said "I know. My little sister." Ashton said and
Caylee smiled at him. Caylee glanced back at the girls they were
both sucking on their pacifier asleep. "How did you sleep?"
Ashton asked "Well Maddie woke me up every two hours." Caylee
said "That has to suck." Ashton said "It does. I'm not looking
forward to parenthood." Caylee said "But you will be a good mom."
Ashton said "True. But i'm not ready for it." Caylee said and
Ashton smiled at her. "I love you baby." Caylee said "I love you
too." Ashton said and he held her hand.
They pulled up to Ashton's mom's house and Ashton got
Maddie's car seat out and then her diaper bag. Caylee got out and
got Hope's car seat out and her diaper bag and they held each
other's hand as they walked up to the front door. Tyler answered
the door "Ashton! Caylee!" Tyler said and they smiled at each
other. They walked into the living room where Clarissa, Emma, and
Ashton's mom were sitting down. "Hey you guys! Two babies?"
Ashton's mom asked "Maddie, my niece and then this is Hope,
Lauren's daughter." Caylee said "They are both adorable." She
said "Thank you." I said "Ash?" Emma asked holding her arms up
"Hey Emma girl!" Ashton said picking Emma up and kissing her
cheek. "Can I hold Maddie?" Clarissa asked "Yes." Caylee said and
she got Maddie out and then she waned to hold Hope.
"Hey Ash, we need your help getting some stuff for the cook
out. Can you come?" Tyler asked and I looked at Caylee "Can I?" I
asked and Caylee smiled "You don't have to ask permission."
Caylee said and I smiled at her "Mom, is that okay?" I asked
"Sure. I would love to get to talk to Caylee some." My mom said
and I smiled at her. I followed Tyler to the truck where Jon was
already waiting "Hey Ash. I heard your girlfriend is here too."
Jon said "Yes sir. And her niece and her friend's daughter." I
said "Sounds like this will be fun." He said "Yeah." I said and
we talked about Colubmia during the ride to the store.
Once we were there we got the cook out supplies we would
need and then we just sat in the truck talking. "We're going to
meet them at the beach with all this stuff, that way we don't
have to make a double trip." Jon said "Alright, that's fine." I
said "How does it feel since you're playing daddy for these few
days?" Jon asked me "It showed me that I am not ready to become a
father anytime soon." I said "Very good lesson to learn." Jon
said "College is important. I do love Caylee, and I know dance is
important to her." I said "That is always important. Knowing what
is more important." Jon said and I nodded, Tyler is 17 now, and
Clarissa is 15 years old. "Helping out with Kyle and then the
twins all the time I know I don't want this. Hoss is enough." I
said and he smiled at me.
"Maddie looks a lot like you." Ashton's mom Anna said "Thank
you, I guess because Jason and I are brother and sister." I said
"How are you feeling about Juillard?" Clarissa asked me she was
still holding Maddie but playing with her now. I could tell Emma
was getting jealous over Anna holding Hope. "I'm feeling good
about it. I'm ready. But I know the day I'm leaving here I'm
going to be a nervous wreck." I said "You will do great. Ashton
really does love you." Anna said "Thank you ma'am." I said "Did
you bring the stroller?" Anna asked "Yup, both of theirs." I said
"Well I guess we need to load up both cars and then head out."
Anna said and I nodded, I put Hope in her car seat while Clarissa
helped with Maddie and we walked to the car. Emma was following
Anna, Clarissa put Emma in her car seat and then we helped load
up their Jeep. "Can I ride with you?" Clarissa asked "Sure." I
said and we got in.
"How much do you like my brother?" Clarissa asked me "Well I
do love him a lot. He's a great guy." I said "He's cute too,
right?" Clarissa asked me "Yes he is. I don't like discussing
this though." I said and Clarissa smiled "It's fine." She said
and I smiled "How do you like baby-sitting Maddie and Hope?" She
asked "I love baby-sitting my niece, and Hope is adorable. I love
helping Lauren out as much as I can." I said and she smiled at
me. "How long have you two been friends for?" Clarissa asked me
"Well for ten years almost eleven." I said and Clarissa smiled at
me "We are good friends, I don't even know how I'm going to
handle four years in New York. I'm going to miss the important
parts of this little one life." I said and Clarissa smiled at me
"Hope is pretty beautiful." She said and I smiled.