It's now the fourth of July, it's been a couple weeks since
the whole incident. Ashton and I are back to where we should be.
We are having a huge bash here at the house before we head to the
beach for the fireworks. I'm not feeling good today, I think it's
around my time of month because I am cramping really bad. I'm
also two weeks late but since I'm stressed over everything I knew
that was the cause. I woke up at six, which is my new usual time.
I went jogging with Sam and then I came home and took a shower. I
wore my demin shorts and my America tank top. I braided my hair
in a fish tail braid and then I applied my makeup and looked at
my necklace in the mirror and smiled. I went downstairs and
Sophia was feeding Maddie "good morning." Sophia said "good
morning!" I said smiling at them.
"Sophia and I are going to go get all the food we need. Can
you baby-sit Maddie for us?" Jason asked "Of course I will." I
said and he smiled at me. Maddie is now ten months old, she's
more active, she crawls around the house now. They quickly left
before Maddie could see them leave. Lauren and Hope came down,
Hope was wide awake, she looks just like Lauren. "Good morning
beautifuls!" I said "Morning, are you excited for tonight?"
Lauren asked me "Yes!" I said and then I felt another cramp and
winced "Are you okay?" Lauren asked me "Yeah, I guess I'm PMSing,
my cramps are killing me." I said "At least you are pregnant."
Lauren said and I flashed her a smile. "Let's make sure
everything is set up." I said.
I woke up and smiled, I remember last year's fourth of July. I
got up and went for a jog with Hoss and then I came home and
somewhat got ready. I went over to Caylee's, she was out on the
porch with Maddie. "Hey baby." I said kissing her lips softly
"hey baby." She said "Are you okay?" I asked I could tell she
wasn't "Just period cramps." Caylee said "Need any tampons or
pads? Chocolate?" I asked "no baby, it's just cramps. I'm not
bleeding yet." Caylee said "I will run to the store if needed
be." I said "Thanks baby. Can you take Maddie real quick? I need
to use the bathroom." Caylee said "You got it." I said picking
Maddie up and she did her baby giggle at me. "Are you ready for
the big night? I bet you are! I am!" I said and Maddie just
stared at me. "You are still young." I said and she stared at me.
While Ashton was watching Maddie I went to the bathroom and of
course I saw blood. I quickly put my femine item on and then I
went back outside and Ashton smiled at me. "Everything okay?" He
asked me "Yes baby." I said and then I felt another cramp "This
cramping isn't normal." I said "I'm sorry baby. Want to go
walking around the yard some?" Ashton asked "Yes baby." I said
and I put Maddie on the ground with her cute little shoes on, I
was holding both hands and she was taking little baby steps,
something Sophia was working on her with.
Ashton's and Caylee's Pov:
It's around one now, dinner is cooking on the grill. Carl and
Ryan are cooking dinner. Caylee, Chelsea, Ashton, Anderson, and
Lauren are sitting in the grass talking. "Caylee are you okay?
You don't look okay." Lauren said "I feel fine." Caylee said
lying through her teeth "No you're not." Chelsea said "I can make
it. I can handle it." Caylee said and Chelsea just looked at her.
During lunch they all talked about the plans for tonight, it will
be Kyle's, Hope's, and Maddie's first Fourth Of July so it's a
big deal. "I remember last year's so clearly. Jason came down,
and Grandma loved it. We had the cook out with the family."
Caylee said and they smiled at her.
The fireworks was amazing, everybody had fun. All of the
babies and the twins were asleep as soon as they got home. Caylee
was on the porch with Ashton and Lauren. "How are your cramps and
bleeding?" Ashton asked "They are getting worse." Caylee said "We
need to go to the hospital Caylee." Ashton said "I don't want
to." Caylee said "It could be something serious." Lauren said
"Are you sure?" Caylee asked "We are worried about you. Just go
to get it checked out." Ashton said "I promise I will tomorrow."
Caylee said "Go." Ashton said "Alright baby." Caylee said "Let's
go." Ashton said "I don't want to." Caylee said "We need to
baby." Ashton said "alright fine." Caylee said and Ashton kissed
Ashton held my hand as we drove to the hospital. It was just
us going but I was to report back to home as soon we knew
something. We arrived around nine thirty and I held his hand.
"Reason for coming?" A woman asked "Bad cramps and bleeding." I
said "Alright, we will be with you shortly." She said and I was
given a wrist band. Ashton led me to a love seat and I curled up
to him. "I hope everything is okay." I said "I'm sure everything
will be okay baby." Ashton said and I held his hand. "Caylee
Blevins?" Was called and Ashton had to stay back in the waiting
room. I was asked questions, my blood pressure was a little high.
"Could you be pregnant?" The nurse asked me "I don't think so." I
said "Are you sexually active?" She asked "Yes ma'am." I said "I
will want to do a pregnancy test. An Ultrasound will be made."
Ashton was able to come back once I was in the room "They had
me do a pregnancy test, I will do an ultrasound shortly." I said
and Ashton held my hand. A nurse came in shortly "Hello Caylee.
We do have your lab results back. You will be going for an
ultrasound in a few minutes." She said and then she sat down "It
appears you are pregnant, you are three weeks." She said and I
just stared at her. My dreams of Juillard, being a dancer flashed
before my eyes and vanished. Ashton squeezed my hand. "We will be
with you shortly." She said and then she left and I stared at
Ashton "You jerk." I said "A baby." Ashton said "Yes." I said and
then it hit me, I'm going to be a mother.
While they had Caylee in the room and I was in the waiting
room I was a nervous wreck. I was worried about Caylee. When I
went back to the room with Caylee I held her hand. She told me
that they had her do a pregnancy test. A nurse came in "Hello
Caylee. We do have your lab results back. We will be going for an
ultrasound in a few minutes." She said and we both looked at us
"It appears you are pregnant, you are three weeks." She said and
I stared at her, my face was going stoned white. Caylee stared at
me when she left and she hit me "You jerk." Caylee said "A baby."
I said and then she said "Yes." I'm going to be a father, we are
going to have a baby. Then I suddenly thought of Caylee and her
When I was taken back for the Ultrasound, they put a blue gel
on my stomach which was cold then they rubbed the machine across
and I saw the baby on the screen. I couldn't really hear the
heartbeat. When I was taken back I looked at Ashton. He still
looked shocked "How was it?" Ashton asked me "I didn't hear the
heartbeat." I said and Ashton looked at me "That isn't normal is
it?" Ashton asked me "No, it isn't." I said and then the nurse
came in "it appears you are having a miscarriage." The nurse said
and I just stared at her. First I find out I'm pregnant, and then
I find out I'm losing it. They told me I had to be do a procedure
to remove the baby and then I was able to come home.
Ashton's and Caylee's Pov:
On the way back to the house it was around ten thirty now.
Caylee didn't text anybody. "Can you stay over tonight?" Caylee
asked "I'm going to see." Ashton said and Caylee scooted over
closer to Ashton and laid her head on his shoulder. They arrived
at home to find Sophia, Lauren, Chelsea, Jason, Anderson, and
Alice outside on Caylee's porch. "Caylee?" Lauren asked, she
could tell something was wrong. Caylee went straight to Lauren
and she hugged her. "What happened?" Jason asked Ashton "It
appears Caylee was pregnant." Ashton said "Was?" Alice asked
"Miscarriage." Ashton said "Can I stay with Caylee?" Ashton asked
"Do you want that Caylee?" Alice asked Caylee "No." Caylee said
because Caylee actually changed her mind. She couldn't stand to
be around Ashton. "I'm sorry baby." Ashton said "that's okay. I
will see you tomorrow. I love you." Caylee said and Ashton