We all have that best friend, the one you can't live without. I guess sometimes I can say I do believe in love at first sight, but mine just wasn't so clear. There was something special about Cody, something.. Weird. I liked it. I'd always imagined that perfect moment, a first kiss. Of course my first kiss wasn't a real kiss, that's beacuse it didn't mean anything. My first real kiss meant something, it was special like a new born baby or a gift, but only cuter, sweeter and meaningful.
Have you ever been lying there thinking 'I wish', Of course everyone knows wishes aren't true but it gives you hope for something. I'm always wishing; wishing for something I know I never will have and could never have. I mean you can't sit there and say you've never wished on a candle or on a star, that you're crush would ask you out. But what if you had that feeling when you try to have feelings for someone else, but your so strongly attached to someone and it's so hard to let them go. It's only because you want them and no one else, Because no one makes you shy or crazy when their around but them.
Statistic's say that if you can't get to sleep it's because your already awake in someone elses dream. Maybe I was in his dream, because I had sleepless nights. I tried to hard to deny some feelings I had for him, How could I have been more stupid, there were girls all over him, I mean I guess I was jealous. Now guilt flows through my body.I should have saved him..