Does He Still Love Me?

I didn't know were I was , it was completly dark.

''Adam''I heard someone scream.

I felt numb. I couldn't move. All I could do was listen to whoever was there.

''What Kim? , are you okay?''Adam shouted.

All I could hear was Kim sobbing.

''Mandy wake up..please''she sobbed.

I heard heavy footsteps getting closer.

''Why didn't you answer me Kim?''Adam said from the end of the stairs.

I started to get the feeling back in parts of my body again.

The pain going through my head was undescribable.(sp?)

I felt something warm running down the side of my head.

I wanted so badly just to wipe it away but I couldn't move.

The footsteps got closer.

''Oh my God'' Adam said.

I felt someone at my wrist.

''Kim go call 911''

I heard the sobbing disapear.

I heard water been run.

''Mandy can you hear me?''Adam asked me.

I felt a wet cloth at my head wiping away whatever was there.

I wanted so badly to tell him I could but I couldn't.

''Mandy if you can hear me can you squeeze my hand please''Adam whispeared.

The feeling in my hands weren't back.

I wanted to wake up from this dark place.

''Adam i'm so scared''Kim sobbed.

''Right go call Josh tell him to call 911 and get his ass over here quick''

He still held my hand.

''Everythings going to be okay baby sis''Adam whispeared kissing my head.

I knew he felt guilty after everything that happened.

I felt back into a deep slumber when I heard the door slam.

''There on there way'' Josh said out of breath.

I heard heels click the floor as someone got closer.

I heard someone gasp.

''Is she okay?''Someone ask.

There was a long pause.

''No Juile , she's not'' Adam said.

What do you mean i'm not?

I'm gonna slap you when I wake up for thinking that.

I could feel someones hand at my cheek.

''She's got to be okay right?''Josh asked.

''Have you seen all the blood she's lost , she won't wake up , she's been like this for ages''Kim sobbed.

''I should of told her when I found out'' Adam whispeared enough for me to hear and the rest.

''Told her what?''Josh asked.

Adam said nothing.

Told me what? stupid boy

What is wrong with me?

I wanted to cry and tell them i'm alright.

''Who found her?''Juile asked.

''I did''Kim sobbed.

''What happened?''someone asked.

''Well me and Adam were just talking about something private and I had said i'm going to get a drink and when I was at the top of the stairs I heard a bang but I thought it was someone outside but when I came down she was lying on the ground with a pool of blood around her''Kim cried.

''Come here baby''Adam soothed.

''Everythings going to alright''Josh said.

I started to get the feeling back in my hands.

I could feel someone holding my hand.

I gave it a little squeeze.

''Mandy''Adam whispeared.

I let of a little groan. My head hurt so bad.

''She just squeezed my hand''Adam said , I could hear the smile in his voice.

I slowly opened my eyes to see Adam , Kim , Adam and Juile all looking at me with concerned looks.

It was taking a lot of my energy to stay awake.

''Oh my god your awake , you scared me to death Mandy , I thought I would of been lying beside you....''Kim started taking so fast it was putting me to sleep.

It was hurting my head.

''What happened?''I half asked suprised at my squeeky voice.

Oh god I sound like Rose and Juile.

''Nothing for you to worry about , just relax and stay awake for us''Adam said wiping my head with the bloody cloth.

''Were is that blood coming from?''I panicked

''Calm down Mandy''Josh said quickly.

My breathing was getting heavy and fast.

What is wrong with me?

''The ambulance will be here any second now''Adam said.

I could see black dots growing infront of me.

''Adam why am I seeing black dots?''I panicked.

They were growing faster and bigger.

''Stay awake Mandy please''he panicked.

''I can't''I whispeared and fell back into a dark sleep.

''Okay she's breathing grand now , we just have to get her to room 122''someone said holding my wrist.

I peaked through my eyelashes and seen the ceiling moving really fast.

Was I running?

Lights and doors and people were passing by quickly.

I looked at the side of me and seen to 4 men running.

Why was everyone running?

I was lying on something.

Ahh that explains it.

Why am I in a hosiptal?

My head was pounding.

I opened my eyes fulling.

''Guys she's awake''the man to my left said.

The rest nodded and opened the door to room 122

''Okay were gonna lift you on the count of 3...1.....2....3''he said and they lifted me gently onto the bed.

''Okay I need you to stay awake for me hunny okay?''the man to my right said

I nodded to afaird to speak incase I sounded like Julie or Rose again.

I was watching what they were doing to me.

One was at my head putting 8 stitches in ,another was at my wrist.

What is so great about my wrist?

I pulled my wrist away which caught the man by suprise which caused him to take my arm back gently.

''Its okay i'm just counting your heart beat''he smiled.

That made no sense whats so ever when you have a pounding headache.

A couple of minutes passed when the man to my right started asking stupid questions.

''Okay so i'm going to ask you some simple questions''he began

I nodded

''Whats your name?''

I stared at him blankly. Whats my name again?

''Mandy''

He smiled and ticked something on the clip board he was holding.

''What age are you?''

Are you trying to hook up with me mr? I'm far to young for you. I bet the next question will be are you from Austrailia or somewhere else?

''19''

He nodded

''Are you from Austrailia ?''he asked smiling at me.

TOLD YA.

Boy does he need to brush his teeth.

I shooked my head.

What a bad idea. I lifted my arm to rub my head.

''Are you okay?''he asked.

I nodded.

''Okay there's some people in the waiting room , would you like me to send them in to ya?''he asked

I nodded.

I groaned.

''I think you should speak instead if nodding and shaking your head''he laughed.

Well thanks for the tip mr no it all

I looked around the room I was in. It was pretty boring. No TV , how mean is that?

Do you's want me to spend my last moments in the hosiptal with just white walls and a bed , oh god i'm not in a mental hospital right?

I'm not that bad, I just talk to myself.

I looked at the door and there was some sign on it , the only word I could manage to read was hosiptal.

I let out a breath.

Thank god.

There was a soft knock to the door and it opened.

Adam walked in and closed the door.

He looked at me with guilt in his eyes.

He walked over to my bed and sat on the chair next to it.

''How you feeling?''he asked quietly.

''Sore''I mumbled.

''I am so sorry Mandy''

I just stared blankly at him.

''Adam my head is hurting so bad , I don't need anything more to cause it to grow''I said rubbing my head.

He nodded.

''I understand your sorry and stuff but you scared me and you weren't the Adam I no''

''I no , I shouldn't I done what I done but by God you better not have slept with any guys''he smirked looking at me for answers.

Just staree blankly at him Mandy and he won't no.

''You and that blank stare''he laughed

I smiled.

A couple of hours passed and everyone was here besides Dylan.

I turned Kerrie who was flirting with the doctor that came in to check on me.

He left after writing something down.

''He is H-O-T''Kerrie giggled.

I smiled.

''I can see that , were's Dylan?''I asked.

Kerries face was completly blank.

''Why?''she asked confused.

I shrugged.

''I don't no he won't pick up his phone , are you two dating''she smirked.

I looked at her and blushed.

''OH MY GOD''she screamed.

''My head''I mumbled

''Sorry''

I smiled

''Oh my god if you's get married we would be like cousins in-law , how cool would that be''she laughed.

The room went quiet.

I looked up and seen a nurse looking at me with a concern look on her face.

''I need to talk to Mandy in private''she smiled sadly.

Everyone left besides Adam.

''You have to go too''she said

''i'm her..uh...brother''he said

Why did it seem like he didn't want to be?

The nurse nodded.

''Okay my name is Nurse Riley''She smiled.

I nodded.

''Ive been looking over the tests and found something''she began

I looked at Adam who couldn't even look at me.

''She dosen't no''Adam said quietly.

''I don't no what?''I asked

''Would you like to tell her Adam?''she asked

He nodded

''Mandy i'm not your real brother''he said tears in his eyes.

''What?'' I asked

''Mandy looking in your records it seems your birth mother suffered from panic attacks and that is what caused what had happened today because there is no trace that this has happened in the family your with now''she began.

I looked at both of them.

''What do you mean? my mom's in Ireland having a baby boy''I said tears sliding down my face.

''She's not your real mom sweetheart''the nurse said.

''Mandy we adopted you when you were only a couple of weeks old''Adam said