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I gave him my heart, and he threw it out

Poetry By: deminiles

About a carless ass of a boy.

Submitted:Mar 18, 2011    Reads: 53    Comments: 6    Likes: 2   

I have been doing things I'm not so proud of
Seeing his smile when he looked at me,
The way he looked at me
Turns my stomach
and makes me nervous
I want to be able to get that
but not over Some guy
who wants to keep everything
A secret and hidden, but would I get that
I know he's using me
I deny it all the time
Even to my closest friend
I don't want to think about it
It hurts
If he asked me to go back
I would
If he kissed me
I'd kiss him back
Does it matter that I care
But not care at all?
Does he notice me?
But ignore me in front of his friends
Should I keep texting to see if he replies back?
Does it matter if he does?
I loved it the way he cradled me in his arms
And kissed my head
I want it back
I regret it
But I don't at the same time
Something so beautiful
Can be so wrong
So painful
Something I use to think was love
But far from it
Is it wrong to think?
If I tried harder that he would
Come back
Want me over all hours
Of the night
Like he had last time
Am I a bad person for thinking this
I had fallen for him
More then I ever had for anyone else
It hurts
Just dropped me acted like nothing happened
Like it was no big deal
To me it was a big deal
To me it seemed like he cared for me
Wanted me
But to me, it was a whole different story
I was hurt, I cried
He didn't
He bragged about it with his friends
Made me look like a complete idiot
My heart felt like it was ripped
Right out of my chest and stomped on
I gave him my heart and threw it out


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