you promised me so many
you promised to love me
you promised you would never hurt
i believed in all those things, I
was so naive, Believing that i could be happy forever...
and I thought i could have that
looking at you now all i can
are those lips that kiss
and the hands that held hers
I have never felt so much pain in
my life before, Ididn'tknow it was even possible to feel is
I jus want to be 'OK', not happy,
because if this is the price that I
have to pay forhappyness, I cant afford it. It will kill
I wish Ididn'tlove you, so
itwouldn'thurt so bad.
I wish Ihadn'tgiven you everything
I had, now, knowing that it is not enough to keep you by my
Do you know what it feels
when the love of your life tells
you 'she' is THE ONE?
Do you know what it is like?
to be lied and cheated to?
To blamed yourself for what happed,
knowing nothing you ever do will never be enough.
I wish I was more beautiful
I wish I was perfect
so you wouldn'thave to look for
Do you know what the most painful
Its not the cheating or the
Its the way you still say you love
me yet you are not willing to give her up.
You are always defending and
protecting her. and I become the horrible one for thinking she is
a horrible person.
You always put her needs over
I am in the darkest place i have
It feels like
I am in a black hole, falling and
falling, deeper and deeper everyday..
I wish there was someone to help
me, pull me out of the darkness
But you are too busy comforting
I feel so alone, more alone than
I wish no one would ever have to
feel like this (even her)
I could never wish this feeling
The ironic things is, during this
whole situation, I finally understand what love is..
Love makes everything simple,
Love is selfless, putting the joy
of that someone beyond yourself, even if it kills you..
Love is unconditional - and that's
the way I love you...
I wish you nothing but the
I wish you lifetime of