I hope you hadn’t forgotten the thing we shared for so long,

But you did.

I thought you loved me,

But you just used me because I was unimportant.

You never cared,

Even though you constantly spoke those three words to me.

They were lies,

And you knew it.

But I was too blind to see what you were doing,

Because I loved you so much,

And you told me the same.

I trusted you,

And you turned your back on me.

You quickly forgot our love.

You discarded my love for you.

When I left you didn’t care,

You didn’t even notice my absence.

You’ve always seen me as something in your way,

Never differently.

Even though you knew I loved you.

You laugh,

And I cry.

I opened up so easily,

And was wounded even more easily.

Even time I tried to fix my heart,

You shattered it.

You destroyed my defenses,

And brought darkness into the hidden corners of my life.

I envy the people that have stopped feeling,

Because this pain won’t go away,

It won’t leave me in peace.

I try to forget how you deceived me,

But it comes back stronger every day,

Bringing back a fresh wave of pain.

I suffered through so much after that fateful day,

And can’t seem to forget it.

You cut me so deeply,

I can’t seal up the wound,

I’m still bleeding.

I tried to forget how I loved you so much,

How I made a fool out of myself.

I would have done anything for you,

And you took advantage of that.

You saw how infatuated I was with you,

And you used it against me.

I tried to forget our love,

Like you did, so easily.

But I can’t let it go.

I can’t believe I still love you,

But I do.

You were what made me whole,

What I lived for.

Why did you do this to me?