You not knowing tears my heart apart.
I hope you know,
And I always wish you knew,
But I wonder if you really do.
What if you knew?
What would you say?
What would you do?
Would you accept me,
Or throw me away?
Not knowing is a terrible thing,
Not knowing what you would do.
What do you think?
What do you think of me?
I long to hear those three words from you,
But do you know,
Do you know I love you?
I try my best to let you know,
But I’m afraid you don’t feel the same,
I’m afraid of getting hurt again.
I’m afraid of being betrayed,
And I don’t want that to happen with you.
I want you to know,
And I hope you will love me the same.
But I can only hope,
Only hope that you love me.
I want to take a chance,
I want to tell you,
But fear always gets in the way,
And the reminders of the pain I had before.
Sometimes I think I can’t tell you,
Something is always keeping me from doing it.
I don’t know if you love me,
I don’t know if you hate me,
And think I’m just something in your way.
Not knowing is tearing my heart apart,
And soon there will be nothing left.
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