It kills me inside

 i mean i know i shouldnt  be so mad he never liked me

 wheather it is love that they share or not i will never see

 but i will always remember the heartache that my BEST FRIEND caused me

on the outside im fine on the inside im a mess

but i just cant deal with all this stress

 i trusted her and i got hurt but she doesnt see

 the inside of me

 if she did she would realize

 and tears would fill her eyes

 as she'd rush to apologize i would be resolved inside

but thats not how anything works

things go from bad to worse

there is nothing anyone can ever do

but it hurts me to see him there with you!!!