is it odd

Is it odd that today feels like yesterday?

Is it odd that the bright world feels cold and dark?

Is it odd that I'm on the outside looking in?

Is it odd that you see me beautiful but I don't?

Is it odd that your in love with me but I'm not with you?

Is it odd that I think your at a ten and I'm a two?

Is it odd that I feel alone standing next to you?

Is it odd when I look in your eyes I see nothing?

Is it odd that I felt hurt when you left?

Is it odd I follow you home ?

Is it odd that I saw you open the door walk inside and go to bed?

Is odd that I cant get you out of my head?

Is it wrong now that I wish you dead?

Is it wrong that I thought I would stalk you?

But I thought better and forgot you.

Is it wrong that now the darkness within

feels less like a sin and more of a fuel to get a win?

Is it odd that now I feel more like a ten?

Is it odd that I move on,

as if nothing ever happened at all?

Is it odd that today seems bright,

and that everything is going to be alright?

Is it odd that today feels like the first day?

Is it odd I now feel the beauty within?

Is it odd that now the dark world seems so bright?

Is it odd that my whole world changed after you left me?

How odd is that?