It's been almost a whole day now
I still ask myself questions why? What? and how?
So many emotions running throughout my messed up mind
Pondering what I feel I have left behind
Although a day feels like a year
The shock and raw emotion of everything
Makes me miss you my dear
Sitting here writing this helps but also seems worthless
The hope of what may be one day might make it seem worth it.
These feelings feel like they are getting worse
As it almost feels like a curse
I have done nothing wrong in our time together
Yet I feel like I am being punished
Like a prisoner or slave, tortured…..forever.