Today was the hardest day of my life
Losing things, people and emotions
My thought processes and how fucked up they are or can be
I just can't seem to focus on the one person I should be, me.
I really don't know if I can make this journey alone
I've never felt so far away from what I call home
This day was hard from the start
Purely because we would now be apart
Prospects for the future we always discussed
Kids, marriage and an old cottage sitting out until dusk
My life seems unbearable without you
I guess I have to consider something, well…new.