This poem hurts to write but it makes me feel alright
It makes me feel crushed But someday I'll feel your touch
Im silence and oblivion But noise and parodise
Im frightened and continuous but dead inside
Im a signonyte mixture But an intresting fixture
Im living dead and bleeding red
Being told Im loving cold
By faceless angels destroying my cradle
Till death do us part
When my heart tore apart
I fall and cry "why! Why!"
"do I deserve to die!"
I scream as it controls my mind
I cant agree nor defy
So leave it to me
Im nearly a human being
So to hell I go
I now lay in bed at night
Hold my sadness to my life
Crush my minds bitter dreams As I crush my strife
I love you with all my heart
I feel myself rip apart
I need you here but as I fear...
its unclear I suffer bleeding tears
I take a nail deepTo my skin
As it pushes within I let out a whim..
I love you now
I love you forever
..I cant wait till were back together...