I lost my mind.

I lost my mind
And I can't rewind
And how did I ever get to
Hate myself cuz I love you?

Guilt, shame, remorse
keep growing worse
I'm confused, very confused

It's making me short-fused

Tell me what I did wasn't wrong
Falling for you, writing you songs
Allowing it to get this far
Or should I get hit by a car

Once you made me lose my heart
Now I lost my head
Is my world falling apart?
Am I nearing death?

I can't, I can't, Can't understand
What I'm supposed to do
Live on, let go, and make a stand
Or continue loving you?

If we're not allowed to be together
Is what I'm feeling then absurde?
Then why do you bring me merry weather
And does the world without you hurt?