when i think of you, my heart drops,sinks, with the thought of someone other in your arms.
im counting the days till i see your face -
when were talking, sitting the same chairs, same room, same place.
my heart breaks. snaps. rain on the windowpain; my tears.
yearn, cry, scream, shout, exclaim, and its so loud it echoes through walls.
but its silent, silence echoes in that room
and its as though youre blind to my efforts blind to my emotions.
is it me? is something wrong with me? that you cant use the love that I feel;
that youre blind folded.
Am I to be scolded? like a child, for feeling for you? is that how you see me?
child. clinical, cold, cutoff.
this professional situation.
i let you go only to have you enter my head so many times in the day.
heavy, heavy beneath the sheets,
my heart beats. and bleeds.
with everystep away you take my heart breaks, and i cease to exist when you look away from my face.
god your eyes. your eyes. cliches dont cut it.
theres something about you and i cant figure out.figureout.fadeout.imfading...
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