What Emotion?

Is this what heartbreak feels like?

This tearing pain, this unbearable hurt

In my chest, constricting my lungs,

Grabbing them, squeezing them,

Until I can't breathe.

I choke on these bitter tears,

These bloodborne tears.

It used to be that when

You smiled, I'd laugh,

When you frowned, I cried.

Now that you've abandon me,

What should emotion should I

Show on my face now?

Tell me, my only love,

My angel, my darling,

My death.