My Present to You.
I know I wrote for you recently but time is precious and it is the little things that matter the most it is the unsaid things in my mind
that rarely see the light of day the unexpressed.
For years Iwas absent Ihave to tell you that Ileft a piece of myself behind that last day I say you Iam not telling you this
because Iexpect anything in return I am telling you because it is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
The years Iwas away Imissed you and in moments of complete despair I would picture your face in my mind and it would comfort
I have written to you often and never gave you the letters it exposes me to much I do not like to feel vunrable but I will make an exception just
for today I am glad you have been in my life.
My need to tell you is that Ihave to draw a line under this before it consumes me completely.
I am not really sure how you feel about me and maybe it is best given the circumstances, it was never my intention to stay
away from you just thought it best to try and get on with life Ihave only ever been sincere maybe Iam to naive.