what we we went through,
every word you said to me,
every word i said to you,
the hell we put each other through,
washed away and burned
every memorie of "i love you."
however i fail to recal
all the hurtful words i said to you,
because in my mind ive replaced it
with all the things i should have said instead.
i cant change what i siad nor what you said,
i cant change what fate brought us too.
all i know is that i still love you,
i cant change that either though
even if i could i wouldnt
because you can be
a really amazing person.
i regret all the times i said "i hate you"
all the times i told you i never really loved you
none of it was true, but i still said it.
you had hurt me and i wanted you to feel my pain too
when all i really should have done was say "im sorry. i love you"
and maybe if i had
we would still be togather today,
but since fate made us go our sepret ways
im just going to say
what i should have said in the first place
that all this time ive been wasting
what we should have been,
what we could have been.
when i just relized what we still can be.