I saw you today

I saw you today

you looked quite happy

you saw me and said HEY!!

my heart was glad to hear your voice

but now I had to make a choice

to tell you how I felt

or let my essence melt

I chose not to tell about the raging war in my spirit

even though youll eventually hear it

I chose to bide my time

even though I it makes me feel like a swine

we talked a while about ends and odds

while for strength I had to pray to the gods

the clock hit five

at home I soon must arive

we said our good byes and parted ways

I was sure no sleep would come for days

when we met again

I had much to lose and much to gain

I said you looked swell

while I still looked like hell

I chose once more not to say whats on my heart

I doubt that was very smart

but when we parted and began to wonder

my mind started to ponder

I thought of all the days we met

and as my train of thought started to set

I realized all were the same

I chose not to say, god why am I so lame

I saw you yesterday

I saw you today

I'll see you tomorow

but nothing will change

all will be the same

we'll have laughs

and my heart will ache

why wont I talk for heavens sake

hopefully

next week

when we meet

I'll change the ways

of all these wasted days

and tell you all of why my heart aches

I see you now

but I'll tell you then