Once Loved, Never Remembered!
I run after you, I see you through my heart,
Just because I'm blind, doesn't mean I'm heartless.
Why? Why do you do this to me?
My heart aches for you, you and for you only!
You say you're my friend, but instead you act like my enemy.
Just because I can't see, doesn't mean I can't feel either.
I know when you're with me, near me.
Your scent, your touch, tells me exactly who you are.
You are mine that is what any girl would say.
But what I can't get is why our friendship fell apart?
Why did I loose you?
Why did we choose this?
The teacher sees how deep her heart aches.
Her friend sees how she's uncomfortable around most.
She knows what led to this,
But for all you know that she is blind.
He thought she was blind, he thought she was deaf…..
Then one day he knew she was dead.
I couldn't get to her sooner,
I couldn't see what she felt.
I didn't want to watch her die,
Hell, I didn't even want her to die!
I know it's late, but she was mine
Now and forever!
The silence took over, the sight of dark blood takin over.
The girl who he barely knew, was taken away from him.
He knew what to do next…..
I knew this was the only way, the only way towards freedom.
I couldn't let her get in the way.
He loved her, not me,
So I had to do something to get out of the way.
While slitting my wrist I said my last goodbyes,
To my surroundings,
To my room,
To my unknown parents….
He watched the ambulance drive away, and now he knew it was no choice.
So he turned his back and walked away.
Forgot about the past and started a new life.
What he didn't know she was alive…..
But he forgot about her…..
The girl he once loved!
So now here she stands again,
With her disease relived from the dead.
She knew nothing would help….
She was helpless,
And he was too popular,
So now to go down that road again……
And this time, no coming back!