Finding the right word

So many things to say,
    but can't find the right word.
I wonder why they say,
    pen is mightier than the sword.

I wrote down few lines,
    and erased many.
Wanted to find a song for you,
    but I didn't find any.

So much to share,
    but we are so far apart.
Haven't been while we have met,
    yet it feels we will never depart.

Is it the love I was searching,
    or just another painful ending.
Whatever it may be,
    every morning feels like a new beginning.

We haven't spoken much,
    yet I find my feelings expressed.
Life looks new again,
        with nothing to feel depressed.