Impossible to move on

It's been a long while now,
But I can still feel so much pain
The scar upon my heart remains

I know I should've put it all behind me 
But there's always something to remind me

I erased the messages, 
Deleted the number,
And tried to move on.
But it's the memories that continue to come back and haunt me down.

Holding on to that moment in time,
Cradling in my mind,
Experiencing the feel,
The scents,
The sound,
The emotions,
When he was around
Revealing the last moment when I was truly more than fine.