I have not breathed,

a word of my old,

since i realised how i feel.

Feel about you,

hoping to be true,

but you have ripped the seal.

my face lights up,

and my old comes right out in me,

but the others plus you,

all think i'm untrue,

for it's i they dont know or see.

But my deep down soul,

is my strongest new goal,

and i hope that you like its unique,

one day you will learn,

if not ever yearn,

that its you, i always will seek.

But right now at this time,

i'm changing my character,

to the old, unused nicole,

but the blood in my head,

is draining with stead,

and i faint, whilst trying swap soul.

Constantly swapping my tongue, eyes and ears,

Constantly swapping my family and peers,

trying the hardest, i think i can do,

to restore to myself, to stay mostly true.

Hoping to make it,

at least one more day,

to see your smile,

lest not fade away.

xx.

By nicole elizabeth bernadette.