EU TE AMO VONTADE

the memories of you seem so far away,
but im still revising them in my brain.
i cant look into a mirror these days,
cos im greeted by your lonely gaze.
you may not love me or ever WILL,
but i wont stop asking you until,
your warm arms around me tight,
i'll finally get some sleep tonight.
for i miss you everhelping hand,
to lift me from a weedfilled ground.
to blaze the lonely night untold,
to keep me from feeling sad or cold.
to tell me all the stuff you knew,
i really really miss you.

your face is painted inside my brain
your voice in my head is driving me insane.
i can't concentrate enough at school
realising that i am such a fool
a fool for not kissing you
the moment we met
wondering about you and if you would let
let me show you my world as it is do you dare
but you are my world my as it is do you care
do you care about me and my longing for you
do you dare let me show you my world
That is you.

for he which is you or my world as you know
posessing my heart shall be yours to stow,
and if where together... if ever
will you be by my side
to let fate wash away
in a stronger tide?
leave us naked
leave us bear
with nothing but thoughts
leave us with each other
we could be stronger that a forte

and i know what your thinking i feel it inside
that you just want the pretty girl
the one that doesnt hide
can you give me a chance please just one
for me to prove myself to you thats if its not already done
but i am sure there is something
something stronger than friends
when i talk to you, casually
my deep thinking susspends
and some say that love is for grownups unlike us
but i feel it so sudden
like i've been hit by a bus

the dreaming of you the thoughts in class
are me remembering the stuff we did
on the weekend before last
and i'll say before i finish
although you might have already guessed
that i will always love you and my thoughts will neveer rest

xx.

by nicole elizabeth bernadette brunt