I saw you again today
our eyes met
you looked past me like you didn't see me and walked the other way
You don't how much that hurts
to be ignored
and treated like dirt
another night full moon rays shine through my window
I play sad love songs on my lonely keyboard
I give the neighbors listening quietly through walls quite a show
playing songs the world will never know.
I made one up called "Why do you hate me so?"
one of the line lyrics ask "Why do you dismiss me, it hurts my heart like if shot me with arrow from an elfs bow."
Another day we meet glances once more
you give me such a disgusted look
like i'm trash off the floor
I look down and give up
theres no way you will love or even like me
to continue this will just bring me more pain
and depressed lonely feeling word cannot explain.
no one will ever love me
this is apparent to see
to you i'm just dumb pest
like a aggravating flea
BUT I"M NOT !
I deserve some form of happiness even if its not with you
my days of pining over you are through
The age and relatioship barriers between us
I guess are to big to ignore
the last song I'll write about you i leave in a romantic envelope on your door
And if tomorrow morning you even bother read it
this will be the title that it says
"Farewell my siren maiden, i'll love you always my mature cherie amour "