Boy issues

I remember everything so clearly

Although I try not to, I do

I can still imagine what you look like

I can still see your smile and hear your voice, your laugh

We have had our ups and downs

We fought like cats and dogs, like a married couple

We swore we were forever

Forever isn't as long as it used to be

You're a cheater, a man whore.

You played with my emotions.

Broke my heart into a million pieces.

You wanted me back

I wanted nothing to do with you

I wanted you back

You waned nothing to do with me

It was an emotional roller coaster

You controlled me

You made me feel like I had nobody but you

Then when you were gone I realized how many people I pushed away for you

I tried moving on
I was doing so well

And then I find out

You're engaged, found someone better

All the emotions I have are coming back

The anger, the love, the heart ache

I miss you, I miss the old you

I know we are no longer

You are not good for me

I deserve better

 I cried many tears for you

I changed my ways, my life, my outlooks, my beliefs for you

All to be crushed like a bug

Now I'm not wanting to trust any guys

You knew I had issues, trust issues

You built me up just to let me come crashing down again

I hate you, I hate you guts.

I want you out of my mind, out of my dreams.

I want to be free from the curse

The curse of loving you.

It's not fair, you can move on and I'm trapped.

I want out of this love spell.

You are a jerk-face.

A no good for nothing guy

I'm a piece of trash? Ha.

I'm done letting guys control me, play with my emotions.

You have taught me so much, thank you for that mi amor.

My love, I'm never going to fall for that again

You gave me so many lies and so many lines I believed you

I trusted you.

Just to have my heart broken.

Shattered into a million of pieces

I'm left to pick up my pieces.

That's okay I'm moving on.

Have a good life

May the odds be ever in your favor.

Karma will come around.

You will get what you deserve.

Good day. Good life. Without me.