It's New Year's Eve now
We haven't talked since the beginning of the month
And I really miss you
I haven't heard your voice in months
I haven't seen you in months on webcam
I haven't seen you in person in two years almost
Yet I still think about you
Us talking again made me realize how much I do care for you
And I know it's crazy because we're not in the same state
We're seniors in high school now, we dated in sophomore year
We ended it for a stupid reason
And we still have feelings for each other
Long distance relationships don't work out that good
There isn't a day that goes by that I don't miss you.
I turned down a guy because I couldn't do that to you.
I want to take a road trip to see you
You were my first actual love
You were my first real kiss
My first kiss in the rain
My first boyfriend that I actually count
We had our ups and downs but what relationship doesn't?
Our relationship wasn't normally
Not with a parent butting-in, not fighting all the time but we made up
You treated me good
You had your issues but so did I
You are my Prince charming
I just can't get up the nerve to admit it again
I know it hurt me when you said you had another girl
It made me realize how you felt when I was with that jerk
You knew he was trouble, you tried to warn me
I thought you were a jealous ex-boyfriend
Now I wish I would have listened to you.
I wish we were still together.
Cheer to you in the New Year!
Maybe we will meet again in the future!
I sure do miss you!
I still have the promise ring you gave me that day
I still sleep with the teddy bear that says I love you
I still miss you.
I always will.
I'm always going to love you.
You were my sweet first love.
Nothing will ever replace that.