Just when I thought I was over you..

I thought I was finally moving on, you know?
You were slowly slipping my mind

I could go a couple days without thinking of you

Or imaging what it would be like if we still talked

And then just like that we speak again

And I'm back to where I was

No matter what I'm always glued to this

It's like I'm in a time machine

When I move on I get stuck back to where I am

I want to be over you

I don't want to be in love with you

I don't want to be in love with any guy epsecially you

I can't do this to myself

Even if I do love you which I do

I can't get wrapped back in this.

This is what happens when the guy I was replacing you with quits talking to me

All of the memories are coming back to me

I love you even know I shouldn't.

You are like a drug to me

You're addicting and bad to me

I know I shouldn't have or want you

But I want you and I want to be with you

I don't want you

I don't want to want you

But I can't help it

You're on my mind again

I think of how things were and I want it back

I'm fighting this feeling

I can't be with you.

You're not good for me.

You and I don't mix.

I'm happy with you but I'n better off without you.

I'm sorry about this.

You have me so confused.

But I can't let all my hard work falling to pieces.

I'm putting on my big girls panties and I'm not letting you get to me

I'm in control of my life and my emotions.

I want you but I know I can't.

We can pretend things would be good

But in reality it would suck

So this is good-bye my love

You will always be my fairytale boyfriend

My not so good for me kind of love.