In The End of this game we play

In the end it feels like a on coming battle and i'm losing we fight and it never gets us far you hate my friends in fact you can't stand them every time it feels like everything falls apart with us i feel as if i am falling into a dark pit of despair to say i wish that things would just go back to when we were such good friends or whatever you want to call us cause i don't even know anymore I can't stand the way you talk to me now i don't even recognize you anymore your not the sweet and kind loving person you used to be you adopted a i don't give a fuck attitude i'm your property i'm owned by you you own my heart , my body , my soul everything i can give is yours and in the end this is how its going to be do you even care please tell me you care and love me still cause if not there is no reason for me to be hanging around. I lost you to many times and i can't stand it if i lost you again please put a end to my misery when i said i was leaving to see you in VA i was actually planning to kill myself and now i wish i didn't chicken out i would of been dead and finally putting a end to all this. what we are isn't even considered anything we are nothing.