I'm not so sure what to feel right now,
regret, happiness, or nothing, somehow,
It's hard to pretend like I've simply moved on,
I had you for one moment, now you're gone,
''But is this a good thing?'' I ask my heart,
''Isn't this situation supposed to tear me apart?''
Isuppose now, it should be easier to forget,
the times we had, the pain and regret.
But when I heard that you were moving,
I felt inside, my heart collapse; i was dying,
Then I remembered I let you go,
No point hurting, this is my fault.
You're gone now, forever, I guess,
Without you though, I'm a mess,
I thought I'd be fine, I thought I'd get by,
Now I have noone to call 'mine'
I guess, I've learnt what people say is true,
You don't know what you have, until you're left with just
To ponder on memories that were once real,
Forgive me, baby, I still don't know what to feel.
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