I remember when

We used to laugh

How long has it been?

I always thought those days would last

I miss you even though I shouldn't

I need you like I need air

I love you like I thought I couldn't

But  you still aren't there

I can't breathe when you mention another

Someone you can actually feel

And every time I shatter

I know that I may never heal

I want you to be happy

Just like you want me to

I can't explain why I can't be with you

But you'll just have to understand

Every song that reminds me of you

I play it over and over again

I can't shut up about you

It's like my heart is beating your name

And even though I tell you im ok

You always know I'm lieing

I can't find the words to say

But, baby, I'm trying.

I want it to be like it used to.

Just without all the pain.

I'm still in love with you

But I'm stuck out in the rain..